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Biology student and casual writer | Chilumi ๐Ÿณโœจ๏ธ | Okikagu ๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฐ | I hop from one obsession to another like a frog Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Himaera

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And there is no honor, he lied to herโ€“ but there is pleasure. So, so much pleasure as she moans the name he never entrusted her with but she knows regardless.
The pillow her only confessor as she finds release from the ache in one core but not the yearning in the other.

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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lumine sinks her face in the pillow bellow her
"Ajax..." A whimper escapes herโ€“ a pathetic little cry muffled by the plush pillow. Intelligible, yet she knows exactly what she said.
Its sinful sweetness still seared into the flesh of her treacherous lips.
She yields.
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It buzzes deep inside her ear as /he\ holds her down, one arm twisted behind her back, the other trapped beneath the sole of his boot.
Nagging her.
And making her insides melt as her face grows redder and redder to her utter horror.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Accent just as thick as the one of her companion from tonight, yet so different. There's clear satisfaction in the vibration that bounces around inside her eardrum.

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And she knows exactly why she likes it.
"Yield." Another voice, of another ginger, not the one from Nod Krai, whispers in her ear. Breath shockingly warm against the shell of her reddish ear. "There is honor in admitting defeat, /comrade\." The voice purrs.
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And it back-fires monumentarily when as he pounds her from behind, the stranger leans down on her, forcing her elbows to buckle beneath his weight.
Golden eyes widen as warmth spreads from her shoulders to her lower back. He's dwarfing her and to her horror, Lumine /likes\ it.
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She tries to not think about it. Tries to focus on the dizziness and the pleasureโ€“ because she /is\ drunk and she /is\ feeling good
She gathers that all she needs is a change of paceโ€“ or positions if you will. When she gets the chance, she flips them in a less intimate one
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Yet when her lips wrap around his earlobe, she doesn't feel the chill of the crimson stone. Nor the metal where it should meet his flesh.
She feels just flesh. And warmth.
And she finds herself sniffing. The corners of her eyes sting. Her lips quiver around the flesh.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

A glimmer in a rhombic shape that sears her insides with that eerie familiarity she had been avoiding the whole night.
Lumine's throat runs dry.
She's drunk and getting fucked senseless by a stranger; she wants to tug at the earringโ€“
Maybe rip it off his earlobe with her teeth
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Her vision has warm, coppery hues; his face is buried in the side of her head and his messy ginger locks are getting in her face as he thrusts into her with no rhythm.
Too inebriated to hold onto one. To lost in the heat of her body.
For a split second orange turns into red.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Or perhaps, she does answer him.
Sprawled across his bedsheets somewhere in the living quarters of Speranza.
Gloved hands tangled deep in her golden locks and her thighs locked around his hips.
She does answer himโ€“ if moans are answers then she answers him plenty.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

After he sees that she is okay, the bastardโ€“ no, he's not a bastard, not /this\ one at least โ€“ dares to smirk down at her. Blue eyes twinkling with self righteous amusement.
"I take it you don't like it when I call you comrade then?"
Lumine does not answer him.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It takes a few deep breaths for the burn to subside, under the worried gaze of the ginger who rushed to her side. Lumine wipes the dew drops that formed at the corners of her eyes. Tells herself it's a normal phenomenon when one chokes on strong alcohol.
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The familiarity is back. Lumine still doesn't want to pinpoint it.
Not even when he calls her "comrade" and she nearly chokes on her drink.
And as she struggles for air under the shocked expression of her companion, it burns.
Her airways
Her eyes
Her poor scrunched little heart
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

While she did enjoy thoseโ€“ and the way he would sometimes run his gloved hand through her hair, she found those... nice.
Pleasant.
It's when he speaks drunkly that she gets restless. His accent gets thicker. It sounds different from the accent she had heard around Nodkrai.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

By the time they get to the second round, his speech is starting to slur. Which Lumine at first wants to mock Jab at his weakness and start a fight She's itching for one, she realises. She's restless, her heart is racingโ€“ and /not\ because of the make out sessions that followed
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It must be the lighting because she was sure his eyes weren't /that\ blue... or were they...?

11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

He tastes like alcohol and surprise. And smugness, which too feels oddly familiar, yet in her drunken stupour, Lumine refuses to even try to identify the source.
When they part away, the blue of his eyes twinkle with intrigue and Lumine's heart churns.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Push him away.
Treat him like utter garbage. A villainโ€“ despite not having commited any crime from what she gathered.
She doesn't do that, it's too cruel and uncalled for; that much she realises.
Instead, she kisses him. Grabs his collar and crushes their lips together.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

He is annoyingly insightful; he sniffed her reticence from a mile away which irked her more than it should have.
And his laughter is too... something
Too warm. Too guarded
Friendly but not genuine. Warm but in a cordial way that gives her the urge taunt him. Mock him.
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He reccomended her the Roulette Special, in a round-about way that lulled her in a sense of familiarity which origin's she couldn't exactly pinpoint. And Lumine found herself playing the game with him before she could stop herself.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

She started the conversation, as she usually does when she's in a new place. Forced herself out of her comfort zone because if she didn't she would never get to the end of this journey.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And yet, maybe it is the alcohol, maybe it is the late hour and the lack of sleep but for some reason, the one sitting at the bar doesn't feel that much of a stranger as she watches him down his drink.
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But then, eventually things calm down. And eventually, she finds herself hanging at the bar late at night as she used to, back in Mondstadt with Kaeya and Rosaria, and ocassionaly a tone-deaf bard. Only this time, she's hanging out with strangers.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

#chilumi (-ish)
๐Ÿ”ž angst ๐Ÿ”ž emotional ntr ๐Ÿ”ž
("is it really chilumi if childe doesn't appear?" and other questions without answer)

Nefer tells her he's the kid of Speranza's boss and Lumine doesn't pay much attention to him at first. She has more urgent things to think about.
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11.10.2025 14:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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October means more #chilumi la de papel AU? Maybe...

archiveofourown.org/works/635284...

02.10.2025 18:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Fakebedo x Lumine x Albedo NSFW drawing

Fakebedo x Lumine x Albedo NSFW drawing

Albedoยฒ ๐Ÿ˜ณ
Finally found the inspiration to draw something with this concept, tehe ๐Ÿคญ Fakebedo and Albedo seem to take good care of Lumine ๐Ÿ™‚โ€โ†•๏ธโœจ๏ธ๐Ÿฉท

24.09.2025 13:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 334    ๐Ÿ” 51    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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MY NEW 18+ CHILUMI COMIC IS LIVE!

A Night in Fontaine! ๐Ÿณโœจ

You can download the PDF for free here:
lustfuldoodles.itch.io/night-in-fontaine

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#art #genshin #genshinart #genshinimpact #nsfw #chilumi #ใ‚ฟใƒซ่› ๐ŸŽจ

11.09.2025 20:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 41    ๐Ÿ” 19    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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chilumi rkgk
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sorry for disappearing from here ๐Ÿ˜ญ #chilumi #genshinimpact

12.09.2025 09:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 24    ๐Ÿ” 11    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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pyro lumine

12.09.2025 10:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 12    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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