Fit

So I now have a (personal?) twitter, main twitter, and a secret account, plus this

Fit7737 if you are interested btw

Sleep was very good

Just going to sleep real early c.c

I want to play monster Hunter or plot dnd stuff after work but I’m so tired I’m ready to sleep now……..

“I don’t feel like I’m making progress with the workouts”

Okay let’s go through this, how many reps and sets are you on now for this exercise?

“Oh I’m doing 5x5 with ~50kg”

… I don’t see that in your plan why are you using those reps/sets/weight?

“Oh that’s just what I’ve always done”

???

“Idk I think it’s a sick move to pull out an infinite conbo and like cEDH shit”

Bro… your commander gives any spell in the game Storm. A mechanical so busted WotC made a power scale named after it. I thought we were playing high power!

Best monster flavor too

What type of split are you working through now?

Nvm. Will not be selling. Feeling better mentally and ready to push towards certain things

Basically. The grand vision I had for what I want femfit to become has been achieved. Twice.

So even though I know the next 5-10 things I should do motivation / speed of execution on my part has been very slow. Because what is it even working towards? Another marginal improvement in xyz?

It seems most people don’t even realize what I’m doing is a business and here I am tinkering with the idea of selling equity……

Why is discover so awful… no im not interested in politics

Man card games are fun

Never stops being frustrating to see people treat what I’ve built as malicious despite taking personal loss to help other people out in the past

I think I accept it now though. Feel bad in a way. But just going to keep going

Contrary!

Got magic cards signed by the artist today, very cool haul of stuff

Super lucky encounter ngl

Oooh what all you get?

Always

Happy for you :3

A solid 6

Libidex

Let’s go!!

I’m a big fan of the original Alien movie

The office twink is a natural evolution of the boytoy

One thing likely coming is (Vtuber or VRC twitter) of… me?

Not femboy fitness but fit. As close as I can get everyone to the real me through this ‘persona’

Maybe then I won’t have friends block me because they don’t like that I have obligations to work…

There isn’t proper separation between femfit, me, and fit. The DMs from the account weren’t even sent by me but I bear the responsibility that now there are people who don’t like me or think I’m scamming them over a message I didn’t send for a service they’ve never tried

Isn’t that crazy..?

It’s ironic that, as someone who wants to help LGBT people. The biggest source of hate for me is the LGBT community

Twitter ads brings a lot of homophobic freaks out the woodwork too

But the way I view the world and how comfortable I am putting myself out there will never be the same.

I think not being able to take help at face value is a sign of trauma from manipulative experiences in past

Ironic to get trauma passed on by trauma

Just… trying to not get jaded by life

Tbh kind of things I had to deal with on twit today are part of what makes me care less about actually helping people

Like I can give everything but always there will be people who insult me for trying to do the right thing