ells | graduated era 🎓💜

oh my gosh ive been so inactive on here

i’m genuinely considering ending the friendship tbh bc she also never puts effort in our friendship either, etc. i feel like im just carrying the friendship & being dragged down with it.
it just sucks bc i’ve been friends with her for so long. but it’s prob for the best, if i end the friendship.

like are they gaslighting me?? just anything help pls. i’m just getting myself in a constant cycle of getting hurt bc of things like this happening (3)

that i’m making a big deal over nothing, instead of actually hearing abt the impact and affect their actions have had on me and taking accountability for hurting me and making me feel like i was the one that did something wrong. what should i do? and what would this even be?? (2)

genuinely need some peoples thoughts on this. if a friend of mine says or does stuff that rubs me the wrong way, makes me uncomfy, or even hurts me in some way, etc and i let them know by expressing my feelings and how it made me felt. but they come back at me accusing me of attacking them or (1)

in honor of national princess day, here’s a thread of taylor as disney princesses (based on vibes) ✨

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oct 18

just really attractive and i get distracted by that 😭😭😭 lol i love being bisexual hahaha

being bisexual for me is in alot of cases finding most of the cast of tv shows & movies attractive. & if not, in some cases all of the cast. either way i will end up bi panicking LOL.
at times it’s rlly hard to concentrate on what i’m watching not just bc i have adhd but bc sometimes the cast is-

are we all just here with our invalid handles 😭 i’m laughing

hii😭

little ells (girl) with her curly blonde hair in pig tails. smiling + has hands behind her back titled a little. in her school uniform on first day of school (many years ago)

ells (girl) in a black dress + wearing a necklace with her down and straightened. smiling at the camera. in the car on the way to her graduation ceremony

the scary news is you’re on your own now…. but the cool news is you’re on your own now!! 🎓💜

ells (girl) wearing a light pink stüssy tribe tshirt. holding up a peace sign with blue nails + kiss face. brown hair with pink dye in the ends. filter: cat filter - pink cat ears and gold sparkly nose + sparkles around.

ells (girl) holding graduation and leaver certificates. wearing a black dress, and a necklace, with a 'shocked' face.

long story long story
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a bad time... survived 🎓...

🌙 | your birth month, your ‘Midnights’ song!

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wdym i graduated wtf

new layout hehehe🎓💜

i rlly need to re do my intro thingy to pin it lol

i don’t think it has fully hit me yet that i’m graduating later. like bro i don’t feel anything different yet.

it’s later but still

wdym my graduation is today wtf

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wdym my graduation is tmrw wtf

BYE they followed me too i blocked so fast

hii

omg me pls!! i have adhd and im autistic!