Stripes

Can't take this shit anymore

Feeling numb, like I want to get away from all of this for good, once and for all

Bunny hates technology

#RabbitLife #BunnyLove #HoppyTimes

Work six days a week so I can go home and get crossfaded listening to annoying people in bars and/or YT polisloppa. What a life baby. Fuckin love it.

Truth be told I'm scared that people won't like who I am when I'm sober, that sobriety will change me into a less interesting person, silly fears that keep me from interacting with others these days

Not really feeling it (or much) lately in all honesty

Brother all I ever do is work these days, either work for wages to pay off debts or work at things I've been neglecting for weeks/months/years

Things will get better

🫂

Best of luck

Bro I am so tired rn. Between the hangover, no sleep because of a cough keeping me awake and extra work I am going to pass out the minute I hit the pillow

If I was a more presumptuous and less forgiving person I'd have a few accusations to lob at manipulative people, but those would be rather petty things to say and I'd be better off moving on with my life instead of developing grudges

Now if you'll excuse me I have to learn some curse magicks

Don't overreact to shocks

Ground yourself if you feel yourself in one

and finally

Cut everyone from your drinking relationships out of your life (very important)

Accept help but don't rely on others as part of your recovery
Find your own inner strength

Relapse is part of recovery
however
Learning from one's mistakes is also a part of recovery

A stylized illustration shows four wide-eyed, cartoon-like musicians seated on curling, wave-shaped ground beneath a dramatic, cloudy sky. From left to right: one plays a stringed instrument resembling a mandolin, another stands playing bagpipes while wearing a kilt and top hat, the third plays an accordion, and the fourth beats a hand drum. The landscape around them twists into dark, spiraling shapes, giving a surreal, ominous feel despite the whimsical character designs. At the bottom of the image, decorative text reads: “The Four Musicians of the Apocalypse.” BY UNKNOWN CARTOONIST

Then God said, “And behold, when the fourth seal was opened, there arose four upon the crest of the storm: pipes skirling doom, bellows wheezing famine, strings twanging conquest, drum thundering regret. Power given to afflict the earth with cursed reel forever.”

Should I use this platform for book reviews? I kinda want to. I'm burnt out on streams, clips, vtubers, cartoons... time to toss out the animated slop, I want to relearn how to read a novel in less than a year LMAO

alien bunny doodles

🐰⭐
#art

Yeah same... I used to have to log out of everything and step away when I was in the thick of it. Otherwise I'd eventually get too deep in my own head and delete all socmed/channels/art I've made in a fit. Had to transfer a creative project server I controlled to a friend for that reason recently

I used to vent about these things behind locked priv accounts but idc anymore, wanting to get better and struggling with withdrawal isn't something to be ashamed of or get cancelled for. People who don't like it can unfollow and leave me be

It's hard to understate the paranoia especially when I'm naturally distrustful of others. Friends talking casually about weed secretly hate me and want to make me relapse, people on the street looking in my direction are cops/snitches, someone will snitch me out to loved ones, etc.

Alcohol is obviously more destructive but smoking or eating edibles every day can fuck with your thinking. Makes you dumber, more forgetful and way more paranoid. Compounds with other substances to make everything even more intense

Wish I never believed that weed isn't addictive or harmful. That isn't my lived experience now

My cold is almost gone but now I have pink eye that refuses to go away :/

fuck yes

It does suck that I'm more cognizant of when a chuuba is high on stream now tho :/

Instead of beating myself up for not immediately achieving 100% of my goals in a few days I should be proud of getting from 0% to 35% before the end of the month. I drink less. I talk to my friends more. I make fewer rash decisions. That's how progress is made

A bunny in a rowboat navigates a muddy, small pond. Two other bunnies are wading in the mud, trying to push the rowboat along, but the boat is also surrounded with swampgrass and cattails. The boat is filled with camping gear.

Daily bunny no.3201 is getting lost in the weeds

Walking around like a zombie with this massive head cold uuuuuu I want to have energy again

Things should also get easier now that I've stopped drinking a case of liquid bread every damn day