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Squidgy is a nice word

(Rude Buster plays in the bg)

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Love is so weird... One moment you've sworn off your life for someone but one paragraph from them just broke all of that Big Feelings™

Oh my god I have stopped thinking about him completely in the last 18 days

I wish I had talked about it before you talked to her, but it is what it is now. I just hope you won't sacrifice yourself for me

You think I'm no good, don't you?
Just admit it, just admit it
And it gets to me sometimes
When I let it, when I let it
It's easy to let it
I don't need you to respect me I respect me
I don't need you to love me I love me
But I want you to know you could know me
If you change your mind..

Rebecca sugar while going thru PCD hits

Man today was such a great day.

i hate that I feel called out

man, i miss them. and him. ah well, time to move on and experience this one.

the excitement boarding planes, sharing pics every 10 minutes where they are, the "oh god what do I do" in an unfamiliar place... I can't believe it's already over a year ago. feels just like last month..

i know I swore off posting about....that again in this account but mannnn seeing people arrive from overseas one by one REALLY reminds me of them, him especially

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Yet another instance that reminds me- if he wanted to, he would. If my friends are willing to do this; why wouldn't my prospective partners do the same, or even more?

Honestly I was feeling pretty damn dysphoric that day and the way he genuinely thinks I'm not a girl made me so happy- especially when we went to middle school together but lost contact until adulthood. The change must've been hard to adapt to but he followed through

I jokingly looked at him like I was saying "but you're with me, someone who was born a girl and still looks like one" (without actually saying it, of course) and he very confidently, without skipping a beat, said "what? You're not a girl, so obviously they weren't talking about us" (2/2)

Went out to eat with a friend the other day, and the restaurant is the type to call out order names. Apparently there was another guy with the same name as my friend. "It was a different guy, the one with a girl with him" he said. (1/2)

"it's just a fever" you don't have a chronic illness. Sit down. It is so much more than just the fever

Not only my fever got up again, I informed the people I thought cared about me but they didn't even care to check up on me through chat. Not gonna take any of this personally later, but goddamn does it hurt right now when I needed the support. I HATE BEING CONSTANTLY SICK

Living w chronic illness is exactly like that screenshot of squidward looking out the window while spongebob and patrick plays outside lmao

God forbid my chronic illness is chronic

Non stop giggling and inside jokes??? I only need to break into 1 word before we both say or sing the same shit?? My most favorite people have the same hive mind as I do

"I thought we get along well" you won't be able to say that once you see how I am like with people I actually like

Things that reminds me of you hurts less now, but i can still hear your voice. I still wish to have your wit and humor and when I feel weak you're still on my mind. And I still hate myself

Selfish, useless bastard. All I do is ask for help help help help and never give back

Which sends me into an even more big spiral; approves that I am indeed a bad partner, a bad friend, a bad person. That I am unworthy and undeserving of love and I just leech off people all the time

Asking for help ends up in me lashing out to them because they don't understand and I can't explain due to the overwhelming amount of thoughts and feelings

Just when I thought I have improved enough, one bad day was all it took for me to not sleep all night and chant "I hate myself so much" and "I wanna kill myself" non stop

Everyone's been talking about NFC and I hope to god he sees them furries and thinks of me. And feel the pain.

Been a while since i shitposted here