Look at them
#oc #ocsky
Haha its like, I see myself from the outside and I go "this fucking poser thinks they can do it, how cringe of them" in reference to being a streamer, asking for sponsorships, etc.
The embarassment kicks in when I go "reb, be realistic" lmao.
Viewer OC Sketch
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SAME I only backed it enough for a switch copy, but damn,,,, I really thought they were an established studio and not just two people lmao
Please use every We The People cell in your body for this
Jehuty Sketch
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This is really helpful, you worded it in a way that feels very clear to me!! Thank you haha
If I don't actually think I can do it, the embarassment gnaws at me from the inside out idk.
Look at them
#oc #ocsky
Its like I'm weaponizing my own metiocrity against myself???
Its not self doubt or self confidence, its a secret third thing.
Like. I have to pretend people will buy my stuff at a con because otherwise I would never try to table.
Certified imposter syndrom of a self employed freelancer poast.
Me: I shouldn't take myself too seriously
Me: but also if I don't take myself seriously I won't work this hard
Oooo ok this is great!! I keep forgetting local printing is an option haha but that means talking to people 😂
Mostly prints and stickers!!
OH NO
more of her
IM VERY EXCITED
Okay here it is: THIS Friday (the 13th hehe) I will be starting alien isolation with @rebeckeronie.bsky.social and @smallghostbigthot.bsky.social we are expecting them getting scared to scare me more than the alien. It'll be good
Study stream 1 went well!! I sketched 12 portaits and didn't crash out :3 next week... Gesture exercises... My beloathed
Gonna eat some lunch then boot up stream! We're gonna study portraits and faces baybeeee
I haven't looked into ordering stock merch in a long time.. What manufacturers are people using nowadays? 👀
I wanna do a ref sheet for them and osmi at age 7, 16, 25, and 35 to show how they have changed aaaa!
I have the changes in my head but I wanna draw them out all official like, that would be fun.
Young Wick my sweet summer child
#oc #ocart #ocsky
this is why they pay you the big bucks
I am gonna stream tomorrow! And we're gonna do art studies :3
YEAH Its crazy how they never expect a kid to ask questions or challenge them!! Heaven forbid a student wants to have a discussion, they act like you just spit on their dog or something lmao 😭