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• 22yrs • Gaymer Girl from Web • Gay, Trans & Plural • Deeply Traumatized, Endlessly Funny • Keep Fighting, You Matter • pfp by Ummmmandy.tumblr.com •

85 Followers  |  241 Following  |  391 Posts  |  Joined: 14.04.2025  |  1.9952

Latest posts by starlightrld.bsky.social on Bluesky

it's okay, u win

27.10.2025 16:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

hot take but if someone loved/trusted u & confided in u that they've tried nearly every way to kill themselves, fully mentally believe that a certain method will be the way they go, publicly repeatedly saying they should die that way isn't a moral high ground, regardless of ur opinion of them now

26.10.2025 00:11 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

Anyone can become disabled.

Anyone can lose their job.

Anyone can become homeless.

Anyone can go hungry.

These are not moral failings. They can happen in an instant.

Most people are far closer to living in poverty than they realize.

We must fight for one another & for the most vulnerable.

25.10.2025 04:19 — 👍 4169    🔁 1730    💬 43    📌 42
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#deltarune #kerdly #krispychicken

25.10.2025 13:44 — 👍 115    🔁 28    💬 1    📌 1

Supernatural crossover episode? "Scooby-Natural"?

26.10.2025 06:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Goddamn, I don't know if it was dysphoria, or anxiety, or stress, or some fucked-up cocktail of all three, but I had a few days this week where it was genuinely hard to breathe at times because I just felt Suffocated.

Glad to say tonight that I think the feeling has passed and I'm on the upswing!

26.10.2025 05:59 — 👍 48    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

Radical acceptance of our flaws is a great starting point, but it can't be our ending point.

25.10.2025 21:05 — 👍 9    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0
Abcnews graphic: surreal moment as coyote drinks water from skylight window on top of Los Angeles hair salon 

(Image of exactly that, except the framing is canted and as a result it looks like a coyote imprisoned in a glass square a la the phantom zone from Superman)

Abcnews graphic: surreal moment as coyote drinks water from skylight window on top of Los Angeles hair salon (Image of exactly that, except the framing is canted and as a result it looks like a coyote imprisoned in a glass square a la the phantom zone from Superman)

I understand why they had to stop him but I don’t agree with imprisoning him in the phantom zone

25.10.2025 23:47 — 👍 14845    🔁 3242    💬 108    📌 104

hot take but if someone loved/trusted u & confided in u that they've tried nearly every way to kill themselves, fully mentally believe that a certain method will be the way they go, publicly repeatedly saying they should die that way isn't a moral high ground, regardless of ur opinion of them now

26.10.2025 00:11 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0
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Twitch Twitch is the world

Hopefully finally getting allll the secrets and ESCAPING from the Mimic's Secret Factory!

twitch.tv/StarlightRLD

22.10.2025 23:17 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'd rather eat #tongues
Than cut off mine.

But I've
Come to find
I wouldn't mind
Having it split
Down the middle,
Be in
The image
Of a reptile.

I'm already
Dehumanized,
Sexualized,
Idolized
Against my will.

So I think
It'd be
A thrill—

To weaponize
Myself
Before others
Do it
First.

#vssdaily

20.10.2025 02:42 — 👍 13    🔁 3    💬 1    📌 0

Death By Concrete

-

"Hunkering Down"

"Perfect Moment Never Happened"

"Empty Day One"

"Dead Boy's Soul"

"New Things to Remember"

"Places, People, and Phings"

"The Exes Mixtape"

"Ball Pit Bangers"

"Can You Hear Me?"

"Blue Bathwater"

"Masked Men"

19.10.2025 18:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Lizards drop their #tails when scared.

Humans drop logic, reason, & sometimes pants.

Mind? Gone.

In a crisis, we devolve like pros.

It’s safer not to think when hunters can smell consciousness.

In threat, we become beasts again.

Mindless, fast, free.

So we forget, and live.

#vssdaily

19.10.2025 03:59 — 👍 26    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0
a wolf suspended by a string is dipped into an ink pad and then a ceramic bowl, leaving a paw shaped pattern

a wolf suspended by a string is dipped into an ink pad and then a ceramic bowl, leaving a paw shaped pattern

wolf technology

19.10.2025 05:39 — 👍 1842    🔁 517    💬 9    📌 5

I have blocked them, I gave them a week, and one final chance, and at every turn they chose the wrong path. However, Rose (Null, co-fronting with her) has a very hard time simply letting go, and continues to check their socials regardless, which, somehow, they clearly do as well. Another violation.

19.10.2025 06:28 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm sorry for basically dumping this on you, that wasn't the most tactful way I could've went about a reply.

I do appreciate the response, and I think hearing from someone completely outside of this does help.

Thank you.

19.10.2025 06:25 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

It feels impossible to try to take care of myself, when I'm actively being told I should kill myself by someone I respected, loved, and told some of my most intense trauma to.

They know exactly how to get under my skin, because I supplied them with that information, and it's genuinely overwhelming.

19.10.2025 06:11 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

And then suddenly I'm the bad guy.

I have someone going on daily tirades at me, lashing out saying purposefully triggering things, just because I stated new boundaries I have with a bit of a clearer head, and they refused to accept those conditions. They're literally advocating for my death.

19.10.2025 06:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Hm. Thanks for the change in perspective, Isaac. Or, I guess, the care I wish I would've had as a kid, in this instance.

I'm aware of this, but I have literally been told on multiple occasions those exact words, and yet many people have loved me, until I point out their behaviors as problematic,-

19.10.2025 06:06 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

The thing is, I've heard this before, but it's always been so foreign to me. I don't know how to love myself. It doesn't help that like all of my exes have tried to start later conversations to chew me out for being a bad person; telling me exactly what I fear most, that I'm fundamentally unlovable.

19.10.2025 05:55 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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youtu.be/yU8eGsMSPu8?...

19.10.2025 02:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Smells like projection.

18.10.2025 15:10 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Honest - From The Amazing Spider-Man 2 Soundtrack

"Honest" is one of the most underrated The Neighborhood songs ever, and it's unknown since it was only ever released on The Amazing Spider-Man 2's soundtrack.

"I hope you find a way, to be yourself some day. In weakness or in strength, change can be amazing."

open.spotify.com/track/1xJ8Rj...

17.10.2025 01:14 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

"I can't fight cops so I can't be in a revolution."

Do you make art or write things? We are fighting a war on fascist propaganda. You are valuable.
Do you have lots of friends on the Internet? Organization, scheduling, and logistics are an enormous part of putting together a collective resistance.

16.10.2025 19:50 — 👍 12    🔁 4    💬 0    📌 0
OH OH HOE,, YOU THINK YOUR [Smarter Than A 5th Grader?] D0N'T YOU. YOU THINK. You think. . YOU THINK I HAVEN'T NOTICED HOW THAT [[Hochi Mama]] HAS GOT YOU BY THE [[SiLLy StRiNGs!!!]]?? WELL. I'M NOT [Click here now for free][Love At First][[BITE??]] . I"M [[FREE]]!! I'M [[FREE]]!! I D0NX̌T NEED ANY[won]!! I DON'T NEED [[Communion]]!! I'V3 [Got No Strings To Hold Me Down]!! I'M GONNA!! [Jump.] I'M!! [Got No Strings On Me!]

OH OH HOE,, YOU THINK YOUR [Smarter Than A 5th Grader?] D0N'T YOU. YOU THINK. You think. . YOU THINK I HAVEN'T NOTICED HOW THAT [[Hochi Mama]] HAS GOT YOU BY THE [[SiLLy StRiNGs!!!]]?? WELL. I'M NOT [Click here now for free][Love At First][[BITE??]] . I"M [[FREE]]!! I'M [[FREE]]!! I D0NX̌T NEED ANY[won]!! I DON'T NEED [[Communion]]!! I'V3 [Got No Strings To Hold Me Down]!! I'M GONNA!! [Jump.] I'M!! [Got No Strings On Me!]

06.06.2025 22:05 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

imagine a tw*tter takeover like the sonic account but it's just me doing my flowey impression lol

11.06.2025 06:10 — 👍 2    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

I wonder if the lyrics were foreshadowing. Times changed, we're different, but our mind still says redundant things. I'm happy that you're happy.

// Null

12.10.2025 21:24 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Jobs have become a bit of a joke, especially the "scary job application" meme.

Jobs aren't all bad, though, and a good job can be legitimately fulfilling.

But when they start to exploit our time and energy, when responsibilities increase and not compensation...

That's when a job becomes a prison.

12.10.2025 21:16 — 👍 44    🔁 6    💬 2    📌 1
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Just realized I put “Amateur Photographer” in my bio and didn’t elaborate, so here you go

13.05.2025 19:07 — 👍 4    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

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