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anw i've accepted my life is going to be ????? and ?!!????!!!? so i'll just work hard to be a better human

its kinda insane how people talk about how long time will take to recover from love traumas or etc yet you're still pressured to find a new job asap when you're still traumatised from your old job

havent really been here bcs yappa twt tanoshi but hello life update still jobless and kinda scared to get a new job ahak

we're on talking terms now but you know... remembering when you were the one who messed up big time makes me want to kms despite promising that i'll cut myself some slack huARGHHHHHHH

I HATE JH AND WZ'S SOLO SONGSSSS IT REMINDS ME OF MY EX TOO MUCH

I WOULDNT BE THIS MAD IF YOU GUYS DIDNT NAME DROP HER THE DAY YOU GUYS ANNOUNCED YOU RENEWED BTW

what was the fucking point of renewing with the company you shade on for years and name dropping your ex-member if you're just going to go on a full rebrand then

FIRST FULL CLEAR

i've been recovering from my insanity well enough that i finished a html/css course! heres my attempt of copying youtube!
left: obviously mine, right: original

nijicord reminded me of my hq obsession phase hence i digged around ao3 and found my fics again

"if I just work hard enough, eventually I'll make it"

No. cause if you don't make it that means you didn't work hard enough. And that isn't fair to your efforts.

there are so many factors outside of your hands. So much success is luck, and failure is not always your fault. cut yourself some slack.

i prayed to Allah that i have the courage to be able to speak out if the new people in my office do something wrong

they'll probably hate me bcs im blunt but hey im leaving anyway so

me, yesterday: man i feel so at ease!!!
also me, today: man i wish the lift actually gave me a bit more pain

the ultimate boyfailure

#ショウゾウ画

i turned 26th on the 26th yesterday! :D heres an outing i speedrun bcs i had work at night

i love coding!!! (suffers in misery thinking why wont it work, only to realise it got overwritten by accident)

#かいせ絵

honestly since im at that age where people get married, ive accepted fate that i dont think thats for me

baek kanghyuk are you real (you're not)

it still hurts seeing my ticket go to waste just like that :') mcm anjing

nak gi nijifes aaaa sial lah company ni

still thinking about baek kanghyuk this isnt healthy

I NEED TO STOP BEING ATTRACTED TO FICTIONAL MEN

reading the trauma code manhwa and i really wish i have a s/o irl atp

#かいせ絵

#かいせ絵

finally in the mood (and sanity) to get back to listening to kaisei's asakatsu radio (am at the fukubukuro one)

he's so happy knowing that theres a lot of 3 day holiday for jp for the first half of the year..... makes me wonder how he'll feel knowing there are countries with even more holidays

hsr needs to stop giving me himeko and welt in the standard banner!!!! i need bronya's lc too!!!

took me some time to revise html css fr and i think i got it 😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹 man this really makes me miss using visual code in general