It looks here as if the legendary entity known as the creeper is manifesting behind Aaron in the thermal cam
Just one of those days when my best friend casually asks if I wanna see his loose asshole and I ask him if he's a fuckind dog or something
Himer blimson
I gotta get some weed or I'm going to lose my marbles. I don't have anything really to look forward to rn. The issue is I don't have the money to Uber back and forth getting cash out and heading to the dispensary so my parents don't see the bank statement and rip my spine out of my asshole
I literally just wanna be a functional human being. None of this would be an issue if I was normal
And the decision isn't even because im lonely it's because at a certain point in my life my grandma is going to be dead my parents are gonna be dead, I'm not living in a group home and I don't want to burden my younger brother.
Not to sound manipulative because this is not how this is meant to come across, but I think once I've gone through with my decision people will look into my social media and art and realize how severely isolated and neglected socially I was. (not a current plan I wanna experience more things first)
I've been having a really bad week. It's taking a lot for me to have the willpower to not dip into my grandmothers booze supply and the one person I talked to regularly is BPD'ing out because he's dating again so he rarely messages me.
Having to stop myself from going off on someone tonight
Aborted Santa Claus: I would have loved to deliver your presents, if you hadn't aborted me
Crunchy crunchy crunch
My pussy smells like a feminine lumberjack
Like I DO want to kill myself but I burn myself because it feels nice and gives me a boner
I wish I could burn myself with cigarette butts without the consequences of everyone thinking I want to kill myself because of it
"He would not do that" but it's "his dick would not be that big"
#waterboy #dispatch
Kendoll down there
I think the nail in the coffin for me was when I let a group of women put makeup on me and a man took one look at me and went "I'm going to vomit" that made me feel like shit. I wish I had thicker skin and had the brawn and height to back myself up because I can't dress how I want publicly
Other people treat me like a freak though I get called slurs pretty frequently in public
