eden himedanshi jesus

i don't want to be associated with enstars anymore even though i am unfortunately mao isara . so . maruzensky

i'm actively writing an essay .

hey guys

i had an episode in the middle of the school day and i cried in some random lady's office . and then she sent me to the social worker . and i cried there too . and then i spent the rest of the time doing work Not in class

i have Anxiety disorders but it's okay we ball

i'm just trying to think of ideas from the top of my head since i have a credential in biomed and i have access to some sources through connections

depo-provera is the shot they can give you . it can lessen menstrual cycles to the point you have no period at all due to the fact it prevents ovulation . it can take a while to kick in and you get a shot every three months . it can cause weight gain , mood swings , irregular bleeding , and spotting

if you have a bus pass you should be good . i'm trying to think of other options

when you're 16 or older i believe you can make your own doctor's appointments . you could also try to go to a planned parenthood center if they have them around where you live . you'll have to lie to get care but you're able to get birth control shots , you just have to sign up for their insurance

sorry for deactivating i had a bad paranoia episode . anyways today i'm debating as a liberal in apgov

noit 'sjust everywhere

rocking back and forth and realizing i'm extremely easy to provoke

i'm really sorry i notice my tone sounds really pushy but i'm really not trying to

i don't want to sound preachy at all i just tend to get really particular about things like this but i do realize i sound like i'm trying to "push" something . i won't say any more since everything is a personal journey but . just please be careful

i'm not expecting to convince you or anything but if you could just look at this from an outside point of view sometime soon , i hope you can understand where i'm coming from .

everyone needs negativity here and there , you can't know happiness without sadness , but you really do not seem to be realizing how your words sound to other people . i get that this is your place to talk about your feelings , but please recognize that this is a public platform

but optimism is a mindset , not something you switch from from time to time . i am not always happy but i recognize that positivity is necessary to move on

i don't want you to think i believe i'm on some "psychological high ground" but i realize this is harmful because i have been around people like this and it's crazy harmful to purposefully surround yourself in negativity because you "thrive" on it . i am not constantly optimistic ,

like dude i'm sure you don't mean it but the more you talk about this the more negative you sound and it's concerning . btw i want you to know i'm not upset my tone is just really flat right now but like . this is not something that is unchangeable for you . please realize how harmful this looks

enneagram doesn't mean you can't work to improve yourself

not everyone is like this this genuinely sounds concerning

sorry i'm just actually kind of appalled at this . assuming everyone who tries to stay positive is fake is kind of insane . i mean this in the nicest way positive , but you should work on that . not everyone is fake and lying about trying to stay optimistic

like this genuinely just sounds extremely negative dude

optimism is what keeps people going . i'm not gonna take a break from being optimistic because it's my allotted nihilist time . it's not a bad thing to stay optimistic and it doesn't mean someone is never sad . this is just really weirdly worded like what do you mean lowkey

it's not . bad to be optimistic ? what is the point of this

overall , all dynamics , even distasteful , should be explored in media , yes . that is what literary media is about . but there is a difference between showing the reality and finding a way to twist said reality to fit into some abuse fantasy

i hope i made sense haha

there are aspects of the human mind that should not be seen in any positive light due to the fact they inherently affect others negatively

exploring toxic and unstable relationships between people is alright and should be addressed , it's simply literacy . but when it gets to the point where you find a way to make such situations , abuse and toxicity alike , "romantic" , then that's not alright