quantum mechanics is scary enough

my solution is just to become self obsessed and see urself from the third person but. duality nonetheless

the duality of wanting to feel seen but not wanting to be observed

unfortunately</3 and !! good luck,,,

thursdays am i right

im gotta lock into lanlifshitz tmrw but at this rate im not finishing this frkn module (and hence techschool. oh yea im almost done w techschool. both a blessing & a curse tbh cus ill no longer have an excuse to hack the ns- i mean. work on the spi saga. during the day. but i could be freee) tdy bro

i love having an internet presence. in which other year in all of human history would this kind of utterance not only be acceptable but perhaps comedic.

mel,on

ayyy the next sems actually an acceptable length!!! the teacher does sound underwater but. we pick our battles around here

it fine i make thru i tend to👍may go grab little treat first tho...

who hasnt tbh,,, (i ate paper, playdough on Many occasions, toothpaste, i think i swallowed a coin once,,, )

its alright!! go get some restt^^

uNFORTUNATELY/lh

genuinely regretting not doing the ai course right now. like do not get it twisted genai can burn and die but i doubt future unis id be applying to would know that. sighhhhhhhh im 15 i lost my "im 14 and this is deep" pass already its Not that deep bros...

theyre actually googling the tech the whole MODULE is supposed to be about DURING CLASS (literally only one persons been showing up this entire time AND HE HAS TO TEACH THE TEACHER this is fine)

hinthint its not being them "gifted one" its being sat infront of a computer from a young age and getting obsessed cus i had Nothing Better To Do. Literally Nothing. Nothing Else Was Fun.

and the fact this place has the audacity to offer internships despite... everything... im only staying here so i have visual proof to give to unis that im one of them "gifted ones" otherwise i would be Out The Door In Three Seconds Flat

bro my school is actually a dumpster fire what do you Mean the teacher was not taught the things hes supposed to be teaching. and like??? i dont think its his fault this whole seminar's just been debugging someone else's code (presumably some intern, judging by code quality) this is not daijoubu...

yea prolly???

idk. aesthetics??/

uhhhhh i think its a noun like meet-cute? ig it means like. when two characters meet (presumably for the first time(?)) and think the others cute hence fall in love and/or the entire scenario can be seen as cute

what the fuck....

that sucksss</3 hope u feel better soon!!

bro ive been fangirling over him for all my bsky career you Just noticed??? /silly yes protein ribosome indeed,:3

oh. yea i dont have any respect for english either dont worry

not like i had respect for this language in the first place anyways

i didnt know php had === and !==. i jsut lost all respect for this language (javascript also has these and. ill break it to yall straight javascript sucks)

and totally cant recite the entire lyrics. no i dont know,w,

take what you want but youre tied by the tooth wasnt it meant to relieve you so suffer the signs that you needed to change heed all the ways youd been thinking cause getting made you want more and hoping made you hurt more oh there must-

eughhhh something comforting by porter robinson ....... iim normal:)

uhhhhhhhh listen to music and research niche topics.