Z 🔞

practice

Now I'm sick. the fuck is going on? Stomach, please go back to normal

This has left me so deeply sad, or depressed, I don't know exactly what I'm feeling, that I've completely lost sleep. I'll have to face another day without sleep.

like it wasn't even post nut clarity. I had this during the thing. It takes a long time for anything to happen, I feel forced to interact to get anything, I feel bad only talking when I'm horny. This just makes me sad.

I'm trying my best not to think about isolating myself again, but it's complicated to be stuck in this cycle. But it seems like I only get better when I isolate myself.

had a "horny" chat but i felt so uncomfortable with myself i just gave up and I went into automatic mode (like, here are some random buttholes, just cum). i want to stop with this thing. tbh i'd stop jerking off forever if it was possible. this shit is just making me feel sad.

This is not equivalent to simply doing the line of the character. Filling spaces with a color creates contrast and highlights regions. Knowing how to highlight what is truly interesting is a strong point in design.

This is interesting for keeping the design simple and easy to interpret. I'll do this when I adjust the designs of my other OCs. This will help me remove or add things.

drawing these faces made me realize something. I have the impression that the design is okay when I can draw the character using only two colors without intermediate variations. Removing the gray color in and around the eyes, or replacing it with black, I think it would still look good.

i'm so used to draw the same Yordles that i forgot to draw the tail in my Yordle OC. It's going to be difficult to remember that since Yordles generally don't have tail

well that's better than the first attempt. Time to improve this and add some description

time for a second attempt. This time naked

update
I still have difficulty breathing properly when doing physical exertion. My stomach tries to push the contents upwards at all costs, and some muscles ache. But my back doesn't hurt anymore, and my lower back doesn't get tired. One step at a time, and I'm improving physically with the cycling

Even with the existence of Bsky, it's evident that most of the audience for support and commissions is still on Twitter, and these conditions worsen the visibility of artists.

I was thinking about how many artists are having problems on Twitter. Engagement is terrible. You can't use certain words, even on NSFW accounts, because it ruins engagement. If you get the blue checkmark, you risk losing many followers who use the blue checkmark blocker. It's quite complicated.

always my favorite

god i love tgirl boobs. It's always satisfying to draw their boobs with big areolas nipples.

I need to put a really big sign in front of me when I'm drawing that says "don't use thick lines". I always try and it never works.

lmao that was quick

The fact that I can post already disproves that

first time seeing a scam bot here

Then you ask, "Z, don't you have any food at home?" I avoid buying it because otherwise I'll eat it all at once in an uncontrolled way

I've never been so anxious for a bakery to open. I haven't eaten for 12 hours and I still have to wait a little longer for it

I need to be careful with the new mouse I bought. My old one had defective buttons and I was pressing them too hard. Since it took me a while to replace it, I got used to it and I'm afraid of damaging the new mouse lol

every time i see an artist posting about their payment account getting banned I immediately go to check mine to see if it's still alive. what a shitty moment having to survive under this witch hunt. On the other hand, this frightened me so much that I've already prepared myself for the worst.

I got sick and lost 12 hours that I should have been drawing.

no joke it's so hot and dry. I took 3 showers in less than an hour

I'm going to buy a humidifier. This extremely low humidity is making me constantly sick.

There's something interesting about observing the art of artists. I can't find my art good compared to my favorite artists, but I can find similarities in quality when I identify the mistakes in their art. When I find them, I think, "Oh, so they make mistakes in that too? Then my drawing is okay."