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i'm not doing well mentally... i'm going to take a break from social media for awhile

see you on the other side..

I just can't imagine being enough for someone. My entire life I have struggled w/ feelings of inferiority, like I'm not enough. I haven't dated in years, I feel so impossibly behind. I'm just genuinely sad at how impossible it feels for me find love. I guess it was my mistake to want it at all. 😥

I am sad to say I'm not doing well mentally at all lately. My fear is so damn bad. I'm legit scared it's too late for me to be happy, fix my life, meet the woman of my dreams. I'm not trying to be dramatic I'm just caught in an anxiety loop. I just can't quiet down that fear part of my brain..

as someone who -loves- dog furries who have long fur, this is like the cutest design ever, great artwork

omg this art is sooooooo cuteeee

OMG I wish I had a Trader Joe's near me, their selection is so great! What a nice haul!

The older I get the more I feel like political cartoons don't really do anything. I say this as a progressive leftist. it's hard to imagine any caricature of 45 that would change any of his supporters minds. Political cartoons feel like a pat on the back for people who already agree w/ you. I dunno

sometimes when I get nervous about romance/things not working out, I remind myself that some of my friends are happily married or are long-term dating, & they treat each other nicely & if it worked out for them, it can happen for me. Love CAN happen in this world. Might sound silly but reassures me

god I need a break from social media. Jesus christ this shit is antithetical to self esteem or personal peace. Fucking wow I need to log off for a few days.

I know this is the smallest of potatoes to care about but I'm telling artists who are 22 that you don't turn into Gandalf the grey when you enter middle age. And yes, I have seen this problem happen w/ multiple artists-I'm not making up a fake guy to be mad at. It's real & it drives me NUTS lol

Something that bugs me about young artists is that for a lot of them, they don't really know what aging looks like, & so their ocs in their 40s look like they're in their SIXTIES. Yes, aging is different for everyone, but a 40 year old OC shouldn't look geriatric.

thank you!! and right back at ya!! you're a really gracious commenter & so kind

I never want to seem like I comment TOO much on my mutuals posts. I'm just chronically online & I like to comment nice things. There's that part of me that's sometimes nervous it's too much or looks clingy, which is funny because I'm the least clingy person you'll ever see

deleted a bunch of posts here because someone who I didn't know who had a really weird energy/profile came in and favorited a bunch of my stuff and it felt weird.

this is... hot. I love it lol. Good job on the art! the third and fourth panel are great

unrelated but I really like how you draw eyes-- it's really expressive

oh shoot now I have to try this haha

they are so cute! I would ask this pretty alien about her homeworld over a milkshake lol

I'm so sorry friend. Hang in there..

oh wow this soooo cute for real.. I really like this redesign, good job!

AWW, she's so CUTE!!!!

an alternate universe version of Candy where she's a bird girl instead of a bunny girl would be really cute lol

That is so true! I'm single right now but when I eventually start dating again I plan to be really exacting & careful about what type of people I give time to. Because I've learned like you said you end up hurt if you date people who don't respect boundaries

Thank you for what you said, and that does make me feel less alone... Also I am sorry that you could also relate.. I totally get that, and we all have our boundaries & specific things that are unique to us and that's okay.

the fluffy fuzzy furrrrrrrr is so cuteee

oh I'm so glad you took some time for yourself!! that's the best thing you can do sometimes for mental health. 🫂

sorry to hear... you are such a sweet soul I hope you feel better..

thank you, it's all good. I left voluntarily lol. & I was happy for the dream because in a weird way it shows me that I'm finally free (I had grown really unhappy at that job..)

I think it's finally hitting my subconscious that I'm no longer at my old job.
I was dreaming last night and I was on a business trip in the dream for my old job. Then I was like, to myself, 'Wait a minute. I don't work here. I don't have to be here or do this'. That was really cool.

colored sketch of Bimby Ramos, a cute & petite dog woman of Filipina descent

more proof I don't just draw chubby women. Bimby Ramos, a cute 'fun-size' Filipina dog lady with a huge nose. Yes I know I draw all my characters at 3/4 angle facing left, I have a problem lol, I *know*
#furry