I love reblogging and being revlogged by you :3 and talking to each other and forcing everyone to watch

it sucks so bad T_T I'll just go back to tumblr, only casually this time.

that's pretty nice, sucks that bsky is the only app on earth that doesn't do that. I don't really want to be on an app where the vent community is in close contact with the devs, I've seen 10 years of that, and it's always been a circus. its only a matter of time before people find something to hate

I wish you could soft on bsky T_T I dislike having ghost followers/following but I don't want to follow people who left the app graahhh. and that's like 90% of my mutuals T_T

uwaah scary - the power went out >_<;; pls no go out anymore

I love you ;-; thank you. I just feel like I do everything wrong and i do things for the wrong reasons .. and I all think about is what I've done wrong and I know i shouldn't and that i forgive myself but I will always regret the things I've done and it sucks because I haven't done anything that bad

I feel alright ><I like not smoking but also I like smoking with friends ... I am looking forward to smoking tonight though. ><

I want timeskip so I can have a tolerance break n be able to smoke weed and get high T_T

but I gotta live. yeah that's about it.

I just want to die and to be forgotten and everything I've ever done erased and everyone who's ever known me could be in better places (knowing me lowers quality of life)

it's alright ^^ i wish I could change the colors. now I just need a carrd and to be a better more likeable person and I'll be ready!

I wish dying could erase everything I've ever done

I ate an entire bag of jerky and now my body hates me uuuuu

it was a lot of fun at the beach^^ I liked seeing my gf talk to people and sketch and play in the water:D I wanna do it again soon ><

not going to smoke tomorrow #saynotodrugs

I need to start rebuilding myself into being a person. i need to lock myself in a lab and get experimented on and I come out with a carrd and a positive outlook on life

I really need to upgrade my puter so I can make long edits of my favorite streams

I had so much fun today at the beach! I could go for another beach day with my partner ~~♡

🔥💯💸💸🤑🐦🐦‍⬛💯💯

kitty is so happy im awake hehe

whew i managed to make a dozen cupcakes! here's to hoping there was enough syrup, and that they actually turned out okay!!

now I'm going to make rum cupcakes >:3

made a yummy curry and chicken katsu ♡♡

I need to get better at positive affirmations and meditating cuz I'm such a hateful and judgemental person :c

going to go out soon to see if I could buy a new swimsuit :D

there was also a tea business that the ramen place is partnered with and I really enjoyed the drink I got ^^ plus the boba was very fresh/quality 👌 and it had pudding in it!! :3

we went out for a nice dinner after the market yesterday, I'm happy the ramen place i picked out served pretty good ramen! in fact, they have a spicy scale from 1-10 and 4 was ACTUALLY pretty hot. it was a fun hot but I can't imagine going any higher (unless you love the pain)

I didn't take any pictures of my outfit though T_T 1 person took my photo on a nice camera and 1 person talked about kuroshitsuji with me ^^ (or rather I talked about it to them LMAO)