Spooky 🦇

Me, suddenly dying: wait no not like that
(hypothetically ofc, I’m not dying yet. I hope)

I don’t want to turn 34 in two weeks make it stop 😭😭😭

Thank you!! 😭🖤

I went to the dentist for the first time in almost 20 years today, please be proud of me 🥲

hate that I had to cancel my sessions today but i ended up sleeping for 19 hours so I guess my body needed it. 😩

I hope you’re all doing as well as you can be right now & if not, I hope the day you do comes soon 💗

I love seeing newer BMTH fans discover their older stuff. I remember riding the bus in high school listening to Count Your Blessings & would have never imagined the trajectory they took. With newer fans, it’s like watching that happen in reverse lol.

I’m so tired of everything 😩

on the one hand, i can be really bad at reaching out & replying. on the other hand, i am very friend-shaped

I’m about to have a new supervisor at work so I can start earning my lcsw hours & I just hope she doesn’t hate me bc I am a mess 🥲

sorry it’s been three weeks since I posted. I have no concept of time so it felt like three days tbh

having vivid, realistic dreams can be fun until it’s of your partner breaking up with you out of nowhere & you wake up sobbing while you try to process everything

if he didn’t know before how devastated I’d be, he does now 🥴

Teen client wants to spend the whole time talking about video games & beating me in Uno? Hell yeah let’s do it 😎

Shoutout to all my trans clients just trying to live their lives in a society doing all it can to prevent that from happening. I feel very grateful that they all continue to choose me to be their therapist & hope that I’m truly helping, at least in some small way. 🏳️‍⚧️💞

I let myself get a couple of weeks behind on notes & am almost caught up with the first half. Never again™️

Oh I agree with that for sure. Blindly idolizing people is bad news.

Oh no I just had an editor ask me to "avoid semicolons and em dashes"

YOU WILL TAKE MY SEMICOLONS FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS

I'm not gonna pretend I didn't also write a paper about one of my favorite band members being my hero in high school. 😅 To be fair he was a recovering addict & their music helped me not kms as a teenager, so I had an ok reason I think.

Nine year old me saw an opportunity though, and she took it lol

i'm cackling, that's probably so accurate 😭

And no I wasn't coached by my parents. My dad's a union man & raised me to care about politics from a young age. Between that and my inherent sensitivity to justice, I never had a chance.

Random story time: when I was in the 3rd grade (2000-2001, Catholic school), everyone in my class had to write to a celebrity of some sort. Several of us decided to write to George W. Bush, but only I asked him why he cheated to win the election. I was also the only kid who didn't get a reply. 🥲

dance gavin dance fans are insufferable lol. saying this as a (returning) dgd fan. it's like the final fantasy fandom of music (also said as a ff fan)

i had a chance to catch up with one of my closest friends from middle/high school. it's overwhelming me with this sense of gratitude for everyone i've been lucky enough to love and be loved by throughout my life. life has never been easy for me, but it could have been so much harder without them

Me by myself watching YouTube at 2am.

anxiety is dumb as hell

that breath of relief when you check your bank account and you haven’t impulsively spent (all of) your bill money

I got too used to being able to afford food, rookie mistake 🤦🏽‍♀️

watching a video about how good the NieR:Automata OST is & I could cry, everything about this game is so fucking good. 100% my favorite game (replicant is a very close second)

got a call from my partner’s work but he didn’t get anything (he’s home & asleep), wtf 😭😭😭

who tf is calling me at 6 am...? i mean i'm still fully awake from the night before, but still..