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Erin ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ–ค

@childesballs.bsky.social

30+, they/them, Non-Binary writer| i7| genshin| Tales of| EN|ๆ—ฅๆœฌ่ชž(ๅ‹‰ๅผทไธญ)

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If a writer ever says "it's a happy story" you're safe. You're all good, bro.

If a writer ever says "it has a happy ending" buckle up, buddy.

04.12.2025 21:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 313    ๐Ÿ” 93    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

I keep forgetting this place exists. I should be on here more

17.11.2025 21:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Oh, so when YOU grab a Danish for a quick snack, it's a guilt-free, tasty little treat. But when I, Grendel,

Oh, so when YOU grab a Danish for a quick snack, it's a guilt-free, tasty little treat. But when I, Grendel,

20.10.2025 01:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2328    ๐Ÿ” 713    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 14
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embarrassing myself

17.07.2025 22:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10377    ๐Ÿ” 3818    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 37    ๐Ÿ“Œ 58
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If I fits

18.07.2025 16:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5043    ๐Ÿ” 1489    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 27    ๐Ÿ“Œ 7

please gush, please comment, please ask questions, please know it means so much when people do! Things are so hard for a lot of us artists right now, this is such a perfect way to support us. And free!

18.07.2025 01:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3563    ๐Ÿ” 1772    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 43    ๐Ÿ“Œ 40

โ€˜shipping ruins your ability to analyze this character' maybe for your little pea brain, but my massive, hulking cranium can house both character analysis and fanart of this guy getting spit roasted

06.07.2025 08:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4854    ๐Ÿ” 2528    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 29    ๐Ÿ“Œ 54
Road sign, two directions: "doing what you need to do", and "doing what you want to do", car underneath between the two directions upside down and on fire, "ADHDers somehow doing neither"

Road sign, two directions: "doing what you need to do", and "doing what you want to do", car underneath between the two directions upside down and on fire, "ADHDers somehow doing neither"

Help

12.07.2025 14:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13358    ๐Ÿ” 4456    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 119    ๐Ÿ“Œ 310

To all the artists creating in these times: thank you. Itโ€™s not easy to make beauty, truth, or meaning when the world feels chaotic. Whether it helps you breathe or comforts others, your work matters.

Art doesnโ€™t need to fix the world to be meaningful, sometimes it just needs to exist.

05.07.2025 21:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5309    ๐Ÿ” 2040    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 51    ๐Ÿ“Œ 18

I'm sorry but you can't call yourself a socialist or, frankly, a decent person, if you think people should suffer untold tragedy, starvation, illness, terror, etc just because you don't like them. you can want to strip them of their power, absolutely. but you don't get to want their kids to drown

06.07.2025 02:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2256    ๐Ÿ” 477    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 24    ๐Ÿ“Œ 11

I keep thinking about a post last night that discussed the devaluation of art & craftsmanship and that a big part of that is absurd idea that being an artist is a "talent" that just happens rather than skills you work at and develop over a lifetime.

05.07.2025 12:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 267    ๐Ÿ” 71    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

If you use AI to create your art, your story, your whatever, I immediately know you donโ€™t care about making things โ€” you only care about selling them.

26.06.2025 16:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4614    ๐Ÿ” 1402    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 45    ๐Ÿ“Œ 49

Been drawing a bunch lately, I might post wips here at some point, but I'm still self conscious af about my art being perceived beyond close friends so it's only on priv accs rn.

But eventually. Maybe (I'm also feeling bad that all I do is fanart)

26.06.2025 11:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

becoming more accepting of peoples stranger kinks and dubious interests is an interesting experience because i have never once felt threatened by anyone who jorked it to the weird shit, but i have felt very threatened by normies and vanillas who believe everything should be normy and vanilla.

06.06.2025 08:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2207    ๐Ÿ” 794    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16    ๐Ÿ“Œ 14

remember that if you aren't being paid and it isn't for school or the point of the drawing exercise then there is nothing wrong with just tracing a model of a car or a detailed chandelier or a horse. it's okay. you are not being graded on how much effort you put in and god is not paying attention.

23.06.2025 18:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 351    ๐Ÿ” 45    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
23.06.2025 18:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 628    ๐Ÿ” 341    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5

Itโ€™s so cool that cities are like โ€œpweeease only turn your AC on if youโ€™re actively dying and donโ€™t go below 79 ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿค˜๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’—โ€ while the AI nobody asked for is slurping up the power grid to make 1 image of a girl with 5 tits

22.06.2024 21:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 13480    ๐Ÿ” 5493    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 108    ๐Ÿ“Œ 110
Panel one: a worried guy says "I hope none of my friends find out about this weird thing I'm into"

Panel two: worried guy is surrounded by his relaxed friends. An arrow points to all but one of them saying "is also into that shit". A different arrow points to the last one, who has a chaotic gremlin kinda expression. Their label says "is into even weirder and more fucked up shit".

Panel one: a worried guy says "I hope none of my friends find out about this weird thing I'm into" Panel two: worried guy is surrounded by his relaxed friends. An arrow points to all but one of them saying "is also into that shit". A different arrow points to the last one, who has a chaotic gremlin kinda expression. Their label says "is into even weirder and more fucked up shit".

what having internet friends is like

20.04.2025 12:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10956    ๐Ÿ” 4296    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 42    ๐Ÿ“Œ 208

I wasnt meant to work 40 hours per week I was meant to be some rich eccentric Renaissance art patron's gay slutty little live in pet artist that just wears a silk robe and cries all day while occasionally adding a brush stroke or two to the canvas

22.06.2025 01:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 443    ๐Ÿ” 162    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
Two panel comic in black and white. In the first panel, a bunny sits in the grass, surrounded by sparkles and flowers, on a white background. The second panel zooms in on the bunny's face and the background is black, with white text handwritten in all caps on it: "TOUCHING GRASS ISN'T ENOUGH, I NEED MONEY"

Signature: SLEEPIMALI (and the year the comic was made, 2023)

Two panel comic in black and white. In the first panel, a bunny sits in the grass, surrounded by sparkles and flowers, on a white background. The second panel zooms in on the bunny's face and the background is black, with white text handwritten in all caps on it: "TOUCHING GRASS ISN'T ENOUGH, I NEED MONEY" Signature: SLEEPIMALI (and the year the comic was made, 2023)

Reposting with alt text since this is going around again!

20.06.2025 16:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12971    ๐Ÿ” 5180    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 33
CSP forums answer (user Elier) on how to create your own burn and dodge tool in Clip Studio Paint: "You can create your own highlight/burn tool by duplicating a brush (right click, duplicate sub tool).
Then click on the wrench icon on the bottom right of the Tool Property pallete to open Sub Tool Detail.
In the ink tab, go to Blending mode, and choose [Black burn] to burn, and [White burn] to highlight."

CSP forums answer (user Elier) on how to create your own burn and dodge tool in Clip Studio Paint: "You can create your own highlight/burn tool by duplicating a brush (right click, duplicate sub tool). Then click on the wrench icon on the bottom right of the Tool Property pallete to open Sub Tool Detail. In the ink tab, go to Blending mode, and choose [Black burn] to burn, and [White burn] to highlight."

I spent years being annoyed Clip Studio Paint doesn't have a burn or dodge tool before seeing this answer on how to make it yourself on the CSP forums

02.05.2025 22:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 118    ๐Ÿ” 28    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

By the way, as a creative, it's completely valid and absolutely natural to be thinking both "I CREATE FOR MYSELF AND THE JOY OF IT ALL" and "... but please please please like it please I hope they like it" at the same time

19.06.2025 14:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1472    ๐Ÿ” 571    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 12    ๐Ÿ“Œ 22

I feel like every artist needs to have it said, once in a while, so listen, if the drawing looks good to you, then it looks good and it's good. That's it, call it a day and enjoy!
Life is too short to constantly worry about the correct anatomy and light source๐Ÿ’ƒ

18.06.2025 10:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 712    ๐Ÿ” 250    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
Panel 1: A man is yelling, spitting, shaking with rage, pointing his finger forward and saying "EASTERN ART AND ANIMATION IS BETTER!!!"

Panel 2: Another man is is also in absolute fury, veins bulging, clenching his fists, yelling back "NO!! WESTERN ART AND ANIMATION IS!!!"

Panel 3: We see these two character continuing to rage and argue in the background as two plain characters labeled "Eastern Art and Animation" and "Western Art and Animation" make out passionately in a nearby alleyway.

Panel 1: A man is yelling, spitting, shaking with rage, pointing his finger forward and saying "EASTERN ART AND ANIMATION IS BETTER!!!" Panel 2: Another man is is also in absolute fury, veins bulging, clenching his fists, yelling back "NO!! WESTERN ART AND ANIMATION IS!!!" Panel 3: We see these two character continuing to rage and argue in the background as two plain characters labeled "Eastern Art and Animation" and "Western Art and Animation" make out passionately in a nearby alleyway.

16.06.2025 13:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12058    ๐Ÿ” 2218    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 79    ๐Ÿ“Œ 49

So much of the โ€œpromiseโ€ of AI right now is saving time creating.

Let me say it from my chest: all I want is to spend *more* time creating. Iโ€™m not making content. Iโ€™m engaging in my vocation, my calling, my literal reason for existing.

15.06.2025 14:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3457    ๐Ÿ” 1214    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 51    ๐Ÿ“Œ 52
A SEKELETON DECKED O UT IN THEIR BEST BOW TIE FOR DA HOLIDAY'S AND THERE SAYEN: EVERYTHING COULD BE FIND IF RICH PEOPLE HAD SLIGHTY LESS MONEY OH WELL GUESS IMPROVING THE WORLD IS IMPOSSIBLE - TO A BILLONAIRE, THERE PSYCHIC SELF WORTH IS LITERALLY THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT THEY HAVE AND TO DIMINISH THEIR MONEY IS TO DIMINISH THEIR OWN SELF IMAGE - HOW CAN THEY CONVINCE THEM SELFS TO GIVE EVEN A PENNY AWAY IF THEY KNOW THEY ARE SO INTRINSICALLY WORTHLESS THAT IF THEY HAVE NO MONEY THEY HAVE NOTHING - NO COMPASSION, NO FRIENGSHIP, NO LOVE, EMPTY SHELL, EMPTY VESSEL - TO BE A BILLIONAIR MEAN'S YOU HAVE LESS WARMTH INSIDE YOUR SOUL THAN A SINGLE BUG WHO WOULD GIVE HALF A CRUMB TO THERE BROTHER WERE HE HUNGRY - IF YOU FOUND A LEECH ON YOUR BODY WHEN YOU SWAM OUT OF A LAKE YOU WOULDN'T TELL EVERYONE YOU WERE PROUD OF HOW MUCH BLOOD IT SUCKED AND SAY ITS WHAT AMERICA IS REALLY ABOUT, IF YOU FOUND A HUMAN SHAPED DEMON YOU WOULD AT LEAST CONSIDER AN EXORCISM - DASHARE.ZONE ADMIN

A SEKELETON DECKED O UT IN THEIR BEST BOW TIE FOR DA HOLIDAY'S AND THERE SAYEN: EVERYTHING COULD BE FIND IF RICH PEOPLE HAD SLIGHTY LESS MONEY OH WELL GUESS IMPROVING THE WORLD IS IMPOSSIBLE - TO A BILLONAIRE, THERE PSYCHIC SELF WORTH IS LITERALLY THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT THEY HAVE AND TO DIMINISH THEIR MONEY IS TO DIMINISH THEIR OWN SELF IMAGE - HOW CAN THEY CONVINCE THEM SELFS TO GIVE EVEN A PENNY AWAY IF THEY KNOW THEY ARE SO INTRINSICALLY WORTHLESS THAT IF THEY HAVE NO MONEY THEY HAVE NOTHING - NO COMPASSION, NO FRIENGSHIP, NO LOVE, EMPTY SHELL, EMPTY VESSEL - TO BE A BILLIONAIR MEAN'S YOU HAVE LESS WARMTH INSIDE YOUR SOUL THAN A SINGLE BUG WHO WOULD GIVE HALF A CRUMB TO THERE BROTHER WERE HE HUNGRY - IF YOU FOUND A LEECH ON YOUR BODY WHEN YOU SWAM OUT OF A LAKE YOU WOULDN'T TELL EVERYONE YOU WERE PROUD OF HOW MUCH BLOOD IT SUCKED AND SAY ITS WHAT AMERICA IS REALLY ABOUT, IF YOU FOUND A HUMAN SHAPED DEMON YOU WOULD AT LEAST CONSIDER AN EXORCISM - DASHARE.ZONE ADMIN

OH WELL - dashare.zone ADMIN

14.12.2024 21:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1735    ๐Ÿ” 462    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

Just a PSA that a lot of fic writers have been receiving bot comments on AO3 lately, & that seeing an email about a comment, feeling a rush of excitement, only to find a bot commenting something stupid is a crushing feeling

Please drop writers a comment, even if it's something small. They need it

13.06.2025 23:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 400    ๐Ÿ” 251    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 8
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Day 3 of #radiosilenceweek: lonely/missing the other.

Permanent member of team โ€œAlastor has the other half of that photograph and gets nostalgic about it.โ€ I think nothing would make Vox crash out worse than Alastor ignoring him forโ€ฆ well, an old pic of him.

#hazbinhotelfanart #radiostatic

13.06.2025 10:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 673    ๐Ÿ” 196    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yes, this. And I also want to just randomly talk about stuff, knowing that there are people who read it and think "yeah, I feel that, mate...." and maybe comment.

12.06.2025 07:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 143    ๐Ÿ” 39    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A drawing of a baby phoenix rising from ashes. The caption reads, "please be patient; you will find a way to feel like yourself again"

A drawing of a baby phoenix rising from ashes. The caption reads, "please be patient; you will find a way to feel like yourself again"

10.06.2025 20:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7062    ๐Ÿ” 1884    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 62    ๐Ÿ“Œ 53

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