alex the lion but evil

sometimes i think about how i could have been dead in this moment instead of whatever im doing. how many attempts on my life ive had and how everytime it was just luck it didnt work. its crazy to think about how easily i could just, not even be here

i'm just not going to talk to anyone ever again (lie) (i'm going to act like nothing happened later)

i feel like everyone hates me always AUAGSHDB S

genuinely close to offing myself

i hate eating disorders so stupid and lame my fat ass can't stop EATING!!!!

mental illness so evil and fucked up i wanna be used and abused again by someone really bad

bpd sucks i wish i was stable

i'm going to kill myself

being sexually assaulted at a young age is so crazy my body feels disgusting all the time and yet i want to be hurt again WHATEVER this game sucks

why do people get so mad when i don't want my personal space invaded is that a crazy crime???

i hate when my personality disorder is a disorder like fuckkk why do i consider genuinely offing myself the moment something goes wrong