Adam 🌀

Part of me wants a new progressive group that also shares my interests but the other part of me just thinks I should cut my losses and just accept the couple of friends I have left

Got booted from my main friend group and idk how to organically make new friends at 30 when most of my hobbies are right wing activities and I live in Kentucky and work in Ohio.

Making friends with dudes tends to be hard bc I feel like there's a 78% chance they're red pilled and I can't stand that.

It has been genuinely shocking to me just how many of my friends and family proved that they really just don't care about the masses or anyone out of their direct circles. It's also genuinely shocking that Kirk is the hill they choose to die on, ten years into the MAGA virus

Lost an alarming number of friends yesterday. But I suppose that's the cost of standing up for what you believe in

Last night my fam pulled out a joint and was passing it around and I didnt partake bc i got a drug test for a job coming up soon and today my mom asked how many hits I took bc I seemed a little silly like MA I'm just a silly goofball you should KNOW THIS BY NOW

I don't regret quitting my job before I had another one lined up, but holy fuck it's frustrating the life out of me that it's taken as long as it's taking me to find a new job. It should NOT be this hard, I'm more than qualified and a good worker.

Dating an autistic woman whose love language is NOT words of affirmation is fun bc she won't ever say "I love you" back explicitly, but she'll see you're in an unusually bad head space and on the spot come up with something small but super fun that turns your whole day around. Lauren is da damn best

Y'all ever feel like making up a conspiracy for no reason? I got a good one.

The government isnt trying to cover up Donald Trump's dementia. He actually has a split personality disorder, and the split personality is an aging drag queen that's over all of it. The White House works hard to contain it

I'm not saying buff af like Abby from TLOU2 (although there is NOTHING wrong w that build at all), but a good set of "I can handle myself" pythons is very attractive

No but fr dating a gym girl is so fun bc you'd think it'd be the ass and core that gets me going, and yeah it does, but what I wasn't expecting? The arms. A decent set of arms on a woman? That shit gets me going more than I thought it would

Dating a gym girlie is fun until she asks you to go to the gym w her at 530 in the morning.

then it gets really fun

Would y'all still love me if I cashed my 401k moved to Europe and became homeless

Why is putting in my two weeks at a job I've hated for 2 of the 5+ years so fucking hard??? Like why is this making me sick to my stomach with nervousness rather than giddy with glee this is so fucking STUPID

My girlfriend is so fucking hot jfc

Cruel Summer not getting a third season is CRIMINAL

And unexpected consequence to my life getting significantly better is that it makes me hate my job all that much more. I guess when more aspects of my life bring me joy, it gives me far less patience for the aspects that interrupt said joy

Deactivated all the dating apps so I guess you can say it's getting serious

Do NOT make Sleep Immunity unless you wanna find out why it has that name 🙃 my party made these once and we were all miserable the next day lol

My niece and nephew are having a sleep over and I told them to be quiet and go to bed but they're in the other room talking thinking I can't hear them and I'm torn between asserting myself as the adult and respecting my rules or letting them form core memories of sleepovers with their uncle and mimi

Once you see your friends bdsm chart and see it kinda matches yours it's over

It's a conflicting feeling, ya know?

Sometimes it feels like nothing will ever be enough in life.

Depressing thought, but I guess that just means I need to focus on doing what I can

Bruh idk how Don't Nod does it but Lost Records: Bloom & Rage is so good. Not even done with Tape 1 but how is it that I, a 29 year old straight man, am so immersed in this story of teenage girlhood? These people are fucking artists

I gotta be one of only 10 mfs to actually get closure from his ex, and not in that unfunny "we actually can't stop hooking up bc we're toxic" kind of closure. I mean actually sitting down and talking about how shit went down kind of closure

Knowing that I'm not ready to get back to dating but still wanting to remake my dating profiles bc I'm so fucking lonely is it's own kind of hell. This shit is buns fr

Literally lol like this is pretty much all I used Twitter for

Well looks like I've successfully found the "screaming into the void" app but the added advantage is no one i know irl regularly uses this app so they can't be worried when I just need to blow off some steam

I feel like I had a lot of potential to do a lot better than I am doing, and I fucking blew it. 3/e

, a failed experience in homeownership, a career that at best I can tolerate well, the opportunity to watch everyone in my friend groups surpass me in some way, and the overwhelming heavy feeling that this is far as I go and that not only does it not get better, but it'll probably get worse. 2/3

The idea of turning 30 this year by itself doesn't bug me, but what does bug me is I wasted my 20s. I have NOTHING to show for the last decade of my life. All I have is crushing credit card debt, a credit score in the 500s, dangerously close to bankruptcy, no relationship, like 50 pounds heavier 1/?