CJ Beshara

“delete” is wild

STOP 🛑

Wallpaper check

on brand

I am going to remove South Carolina

I WILL have a full draft of my steampunk aviation WIP by the end of November, I WILL I WILL I WILL

something about these colors is extremely appealing to me right now

it’s like there was a coup overnight and the world is just Different now

is it?

woke up and discovered I’m in chudler nation. brutal.

not a monkey on a typewriter but a different, more sinister thing (a millennial with a bluesky account)

spoken like a pleb from southwestern CT 😎

probably still too many

I do have a sequel coming for my first novel (neither out yet) and it’s because the characters’ relationship is hardly even started

they’ve got a lot more to do 🙃

running into a northernlion clip on bluesky feels like some sort of rare convergence event

they’re turning the wizards gay!

(it’s me, I’m they)

uh oh lmao

instructions unclear, guitar now inside out

was fucking around with my guitar earlier and accidentally learned a weezer song

the demons won (I started a new story without finishing one first)

A fair-skinned human hand holds a maple leaf so that it catches the sunlight. The leaf is many shades of fiery red with yellow blotches around its central veins. The background is slightly blurry, a sunny woodland full of fallen leaves and trees with golden branches.

big fan of this here leaf

please do not feed my mental illnesses

still haven’t purchased or painted any Warhammer so I think I deserve something for that honestly

spoonfeeding myself some internet drama and then clocking in for my shift at the “manufacturing drama between fictional people” factory

this is it. this is the spot.

oh my god bluesky can you please not utterly annihilate the sound on every video I post

this is it. this is the spot.

always out here like “boohoo I hardly wrote today” and the manuscript is literally five single spaced pages longer than it was this morning

@me can you please get real and chill out

Donna Tartt, author of The Secret History, may have spawned an entire generation of toxic academia worshippers that entirely missed the point of her book

(the so-called “dark academia” genre)

A screenshot of a YouTube comment that reads “do you think Donna Tartt ever feels like Oppenheimer?”

yt commenters asking the real questions

rumors of my literacy have been GREATLY exaggerated