Not Ari

I will not trust my brain laying in bed at night after a 5.5mg dose of enthanate and 10 other daily affirmations you can tell yourself

(We do not in fact ball but I don't have a choice)

The last time I bought something that wasn't food or any other strictly required expenses was February

I have spent > than a year of my 3 year work visa in this state. Time very much is literally running out. I just...fuck.

I got denied a job at fucking WALMART. What the fuck am I doing wrong

My parents are wonderful people and I wanna stop leeching from them. I have gotten a cert, I have hired career consultants, I have fucking begged and pleaded and yet nothing works

I fucking WANT to pull myself up by the bootstraps or whatever. I am actively TRYING to do so. So then why the fuck can I not?

Why the fuck is everything so complicated, I'm not even an ideological NEET, all my work experiences have been amazing and I geniunely enjoy my profession. I don't have any unreasonable salary expectations, I can and have survived on < minimum wage fine

In a normal world I'd just move in with my parents and go from there, like most college graduates are expected to do. But I can't even do that. They're half way across the world in a country I don't even have a visa for. And going back to Russia is straight up actual, no joke, death

Welp. I have zero dollars for the whole month of August. I love unemployment

...yea

Indeed, @ari.express is my main account, while this is an alt

@luna.pds.witchcraft.systems do you have any archival memories of this account?

I wonder if she remembers who I am lmao

@handles.club !!!!!!! I did not pay for another domain while in debt!!!!!!

Fuck it, I guess this account is graduated to "actual alt" status

:D ?

Google it or smth idk

Make a tier list tool and place all the monster energy flavours on it

Oh you have much worse verbal ticks

Yooooo

Thank you text editor sensei, I shall learn from your teachings on my text editing journey

But helix came out later it can't be worse

I'm gonna read all of it but then decide solely on which name sounds cooler

Robot girls kissing

I bet you can find some 2012 slavjank with 8 sales published by 1C with this exact plot

Nevermind they're actually pretty quick about the support ticket (pds is down so new day new me lmao)