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@psykoticrefuge.bsky.social

Queer Leftist with Southern Charm ADHD/ASD/CPTSD Electronic Musician (dnb, jungle, lofi, neurofunk, 8D, ambient) Trans, Disabled, Polyam, Plural https://t.co/NKEV52XADw

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A topless pic of The Refuge Psystem.

A topless pic of The Refuge Psystem.

We forget about this place cause we get zero engagement here but hi. We'll see you again in a couple months.

27.05.2025 17:17 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A topless selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim and a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Their chest length hair is a lite brown and their eyes are green

A topless selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim and a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Their chest length hair is a lite brown and their eyes are green

Bewbies! Also remember there's places to find more of this 😏😏

03.03.2025 13:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Drops of Jupiter in her hair... ay ay ay ay

I mean cmonnn people.

Wake up.

Moon to Jupiter's eye, gives you the drops. And we just need hair.

Solar netting. It has all been foretold!

28.07.2023 03:05 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

7 randomly selected Dennys dates where if I correctly order my meal they'll give me a really cool paper airplane

18.02.2025 19:30 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This is what has been happening for decades: see β€œtroubled teen industry”

www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2yrWAhh/

18.02.2025 19:17 β€” πŸ‘ 491    πŸ” 97    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 3
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That anti-transgender law is even worse than you think β€’ Alabama Reflector An allegedly "common sense" bill seeking to erase transgender Alabamians from public life might remove women, too.

Been following this bill for 2 years and it finally went through. Gonna trans my gender 9 times as hard today. Fuck you Ivey. Can't wait to piss on your grave.
-Scarlet

alabamareflector.com/2025/02/17/t...

18.02.2025 11:52 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Critical support and full solidarity with UCLA students! The school is saying "no violence" except for the zionists we let attack you or the cops that raided the encampment and shot you. Such bullshit.

Don't back down. LONG LIVE THE STUDENT INTIFADA πŸ‡΅πŸ‡ΈπŸ‡΅πŸ‡Έ

13.02.2025 18:15 β€” πŸ‘ 52    πŸ” 21    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim and a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Their hair is a rusty brown and their eyes are green.

A selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim and a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Their hair is a rusty brown and their eyes are green.

Thirsty Thursday!!

There's a place to find this unblurred 😏

13.02.2025 14:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
manlethotline

To anyone wondering if it's worth it to tear down fascist posters or whatever. I spent a few months last year engaged in silent battle with another student at my school who was putting anti trans stickers up everywhere. I had it down to a system where every night I would walk the five block radius they went up in, and tear down all the ones I could reach, and use a stick to put duct tape over the others. Like, within hours of the stickers going up, I would have already purged the whole zone. I knew the basic schedule of whoever put them up based on when and where the stickers appeared. I probably could have found them in person if I'd wanted to. And I told all my classmates and friends what the stickers looked like and got them to rip them down too. And after a few months of this, the stickers slowed, and then stopped forever.

My point is, a lot of this fashy or right wing stuff is one local weirdo. And if you pay attention, and do a little light organizing with your friends, you can basically make their efforts into a giant sisyphisean exercise in misery. You control your streets!

THE

alleecatblues

SHITPOSTING

ROBOT

Remember: It costs money to keep printing those stickers, but ripping them down is free.

manlethotline To anyone wondering if it's worth it to tear down fascist posters or whatever. I spent a few months last year engaged in silent battle with another student at my school who was putting anti trans stickers up everywhere. I had it down to a system where every night I would walk the five block radius they went up in, and tear down all the ones I could reach, and use a stick to put duct tape over the others. Like, within hours of the stickers going up, I would have already purged the whole zone. I knew the basic schedule of whoever put them up based on when and where the stickers appeared. I probably could have found them in person if I'd wanted to. And I told all my classmates and friends what the stickers looked like and got them to rip them down too. And after a few months of this, the stickers slowed, and then stopped forever. My point is, a lot of this fashy or right wing stuff is one local weirdo. And if you pay attention, and do a little light organizing with your friends, you can basically make their efforts into a giant sisyphisean exercise in misery. You control your streets! THE alleecatblues SHITPOSTING ROBOT Remember: It costs money to keep printing those stickers, but ripping them down is free.

Can confirm. I had an ongoing turf war with some Info wars asshole who kept plastering shit around here. Everytime I saw one I'd take it down, they tried getting creative & putting it 9+ feet up but I'd find a way

Thanks to a handy knife & some patience removed every single one. Give em no quarter

12.02.2025 06:07 β€” πŸ‘ 3597    πŸ” 1530    πŸ’¬ 37    πŸ“Œ 61

trumps storm troopers are going to train at cop cities built by democratic municipal governments. we cannot get swept up in their partisan drama. we have to pursue our own agenda: finish reconstruction, destroy the racial state, abolish the police.

11.02.2025 16:03 β€” πŸ‘ 164    πŸ” 59    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 2
Two selfies of the Refuge Psystem. On the left is a pre trans picture where we still had the big ol safety beard (but still the long hair cause guys can totally have long hair)
We have on a white top which can barely be seen and small rectangle frame glasses with clip on sunglasses. Our hair is mostly a chocolatey brown, though there are some lighter spots and the sun is hitting it just right.

On the right, we've ditched the beard and rounded out the face through estrogen. We have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim. Our hair is a rusty brown red and our eyes green. We also have on a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Lastly, we're wearing an orange top with a blue cardigan over that.

Two selfies of the Refuge Psystem. On the left is a pre trans picture where we still had the big ol safety beard (but still the long hair cause guys can totally have long hair) We have on a white top which can barely be seen and small rectangle frame glasses with clip on sunglasses. Our hair is mostly a chocolatey brown, though there are some lighter spots and the sun is hitting it just right. On the right, we've ditched the beard and rounded out the face through estrogen. We have cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim. Our hair is a rusty brown red and our eyes green. We also have on a silver chain necklace with a swirly green stone pendant. Lastly, we're wearing an orange top with a blue cardigan over that.

It's.
Never.
Too.
Late.

Plurality things aside, this is the same person! The same meat suit! There is only 5 years between these, and only 2.5 of them have been spent on HRT.

It's never too late!

Even in the face of the American government.

Listen to the you that knows you deserve to be free.

08.02.2025 15:25 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A selfie of the Refuge Psystem in the car. They are a white woman and have redbrown hair and part of it is directly in the sun giving ir a bit of gold. They have on a green top with a cottage core frog and mushroom vibe art piece and a sleeveless green vest over that. They are smirking at the camera.

A selfie of the Refuge Psystem in the car. They are a white woman and have redbrown hair and part of it is directly in the sun giving ir a bit of gold. They have on a green top with a cottage core frog and mushroom vibe art piece and a sleeveless green vest over that. They are smirking at the camera.

The sun was a paid actress

29.11.2024 18:02 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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This is the gold & copper wax settling into the mold (with music we made in the background) you can really see how the sparkles move when it's melted.

We should have taken a longer video.

06.02.2025 13:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A picture of the second pour in the moon mold. The wax is a golden copper and very sparkly.

A picture of the second pour in the moon mold. The wax is a golden copper and very sparkly.

A picture of a finished paw mold. The wax has faded into an orangey copper and there is green on the paw from brushing the mold with green mica. It very much gives an oxidized copper look.

A picture of a finished paw mold. The wax has faded into an orangey copper and there is green on the paw from brushing the mold with green mica. It very much gives an oxidized copper look.

The paw molds filled with the copper wax.

The paw molds filled with the copper wax.

It sucks that we can impart smells, but this flavor blend is called Queer Coffee Shop, a custom blend of coffee, oak wood, tobacco, and cane sugar.

This smells like your favorite nook at your local beanery while ice lightly frosts the windows and you've just opened your favorite book.

06.02.2025 13:46 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
A picture of wax molds. The focus of the picture is a bear shaped mold with a sparkly red liquid (wax) inside.

A picture of wax molds. The focus of the picture is a bear shaped mold with a sparkly red liquid (wax) inside.

A screenshot of our tiktok video where we show the sparkly green wax in its mold.

A screenshot of our tiktok video where we show the sparkly green wax in its mold.

A picture of the finished bears. The wax has settled into a little more of an orange red and you can still see the sparkles

A picture of the finished bears. The wax has settled into a little more of an orange red and you can still see the sparkles

A picture of the finished product of the green wax. There are hints of blue and tiny pock marks from the mica powder build up. The sparkles are very less noticeable and the mold shap is a crescent moon imposed over a sun. Both stellar objects have faces.

A picture of the finished product of the green wax. There are hints of blue and tiny pock marks from the mica powder build up. The sparkles are very less noticeable and the mold shap is a crescent moon imposed over a sun. Both stellar objects have faces.

Yesterday we did some custom wax melts for our best friend. And then some more for the house. We'll post those in a followup. Forgive our weak alt text today. Brain is very not in its place.

06.02.2025 13:46 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Trans rights are human rights, because if one person isn’t free to be who they are, then none of us are free.

The fascists will get around to you eventually.

06.02.2025 00:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2346    πŸ” 656    πŸ’¬ 24    πŸ“Œ 13

Woke up with horrid back pain.. BUT also woke up with itchy boobs and you know what that means!!

Getting fluffier everyday!

06.02.2025 13:30 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Why is it called bullying when it's just abuse? Like. We don't understand this.

Bullying: when someone(s) harms another person(s) and there is an imbalance of power

Abuse: when someone(s) harms another person(s) and there is an imbalance of power.

Why use a different word for the exact same thing

05.02.2025 18:23 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Donate to Help A Disabled Trans Parent Avoid Incarceration, organized by Samson Weinberg My name is Samson Weinberg, and I am helping my good friend, a disabl… Samson Weinberg needs your support for Help A Disabled Trans Parent Avoid Incarceration

Hi. We are down to the wire and so very very close to being able to walk in with the full amount.

Please share. Literally anything helps.

www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-dis...

03.02.2025 02:45 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Donate to Help A Disabled Trans Parent Avoid Incarceration, organized by Samson Weinberg My name is Samson Weinberg, and I am helping my good friend, a disabl… Samson Weinberg needs your support for Help A Disabled Trans Parent Avoid Incarceration

Wanna help me try to avoid jail time as a trans women in the south?
www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-dis...

My license still reads male so if I go, I'll be with the male pop, and hopefully I don't have to spell out how dangerous this is. I also have MS so I'm in a wheelchair 24/7.

Please help.

02.02.2025 16:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

In these very moments, there are people discovering our music because we're trying to raise money to hopefully avoid jail time.

Reality is *wild* sometimes.

02.02.2025 00:03 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Happy divorce day to us! 7 years ago we legally separated from our abuser!

Shitty thing is, though, that abuse doesn't stop when the relationship ends. It stops when the abuser stops.

One day we'll be free free. One day.

30.01.2025 13:16 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A screenshot of text that reads:

The journey we've had::

2020: I have a fractured sense of identity cause the trauma
2021: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm non binary
2022: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm trans
2023: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm plural
2024: Holy shit we were raised in a cult
2025: TBD

A screenshot of text that reads: The journey we've had:: 2020: I have a fractured sense of identity cause the trauma 2021: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm non binary 2022: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm trans 2023: I have a fractured sense of identity cause I'm plural 2024: Holy shit we were raised in a cult 2025: TBD

A selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have on a sleeveless pink dress with a floral pattern, cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim, and a silver chain with a swirly green stone pendant. 
Their hair is kind of a rusty brown and their eyes are green.

A selfie of the Refuge Psystem. They have on a sleeveless pink dress with a floral pattern, cat eye shaped glasses with a floral pattern along the top rim, and a silver chain with a swirly green stone pendant. Their hair is kind of a rusty brown and their eyes are green.

What a ride.. what a mf'n ride

23.01.2025 18:40 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Plurality! Where when there's a name in your head you have to play the "is this a person we know who we're randomly thinking of... or is it an alter??"

And friends.. lemme just tell yeah. It's so fucking rarely option one πŸ« πŸ˜…πŸ€£πŸ˜­ -blendy

23.01.2025 18:11 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It's really sapphic the way our girlfriend wraps our blanket around her face to block out the sun and also inhale our scent. We are so very in love with her.

23.01.2025 16:50 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Money needs met. Thank you to those who donated to help us eat and girl juice.

Eventually our disability will come through and then we can start paying back those who have helped us.

21.01.2025 17:23 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I used to think so. but barracuda only grow to be five or six feet, tops. and Siddartha Gautama was over six feet tall.

so, if anything, Buddha's *long* for barracuda.

21.01.2025 03:33 β€” πŸ‘ 62    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0
TikTok was our journal. A catalog of our growth, of our transition, figuring out plurality. It was the visual timeline of us escaping the most abusive people in our lives and watching a smile occupy a face that only knew pain. It was the messages where we helped people. It was the "hey I never do this but you need to know your videos helped me no delete myself". It was the community, that by design was overwhelmingly in the app. We couldn't pull people to Instagram or Youtube. Even in the end. It was the regulars. It was the "hey you've helped me figure myself out". It was the only reliable 3rd space we had as a disabled woman. 
4.5 years of our life gone. 
Democrats did this before they ever did anything about job security, food prices, homelessness, food and safety regulations, enshrining abortion (Biden had over 50 days notice to pack the court and refused), literal nazis marching through the streets, climate change, billionaires. Kamala didn't say a word on her campaign trail about healthcare for all! And not to mention the millions dead from covid. Democrats did this.

TikTok was our journal. A catalog of our growth, of our transition, figuring out plurality. It was the visual timeline of us escaping the most abusive people in our lives and watching a smile occupy a face that only knew pain. It was the messages where we helped people. It was the "hey I never do this but you need to know your videos helped me no delete myself". It was the community, that by design was overwhelmingly in the app. We couldn't pull people to Instagram or Youtube. Even in the end. It was the regulars. It was the "hey you've helped me figure myself out". It was the only reliable 3rd space we had as a disabled woman. 4.5 years of our life gone. Democrats did this before they ever did anything about job security, food prices, homelessness, food and safety regulations, enshrining abortion (Biden had over 50 days notice to pack the court and refused), literal nazis marching through the streets, climate change, billionaires. Kamala didn't say a word on her campaign trail about healthcare for all! And not to mention the millions dead from covid. Democrats did this.

We're not okay.

19.01.2025 15:12 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A screenshot of the TikTok app with a pop up that reads:

Sorry, TokTok isn't available right now. 
A law banning TikTok has been enacted in the U.S. Unfortunately, that means you can't use TikTok for now.

We are fortunate that President Trump has indicated that he will work with us on a solution ro reinstate TikTok once he takes office. Please stay tuned.

A screenshot of the TikTok app with a pop up that reads: Sorry, TokTok isn't available right now. A law banning TikTok has been enacted in the U.S. Unfortunately, that means you can't use TikTok for now. We are fortunate that President Trump has indicated that he will work with us on a solution ro reinstate TikTok once he takes office. Please stay tuned.

4.5 years gone. And our hope lies in the man who spent millions on commercials about how trans people are ruining America.

What the fuck is life rn.

19.01.2025 04:02 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

My wife does the carrying on fortnite cause she wasn't satisfied with being a hot leo gamer wife. She had to go and become a murderer. Absolute monster.

But this is okay because we get to be subbywubby uwu by bringing her her favorite weapons and assisting with the murder.

Truly the best dynamic

19.01.2025 00:02 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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