Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked)

Itsy Bitsy Spider (I got nuked)

@itsyana.bsky.social

(Main deleted again so add me here) I’m what happens when you relapse into your ed in your 30s Add my backup https://bsky.app/profile/itsybitsyspider2.bsky.social

311 Followers 328 Following 312 Posts Joined Jan 2025
3 weeks ago

The Benadryl helped but not I’m tired lol

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3 weeks ago

I’ve been having this reaction for a few days now where my eyes are itchy and irritated and my skin is itchy too. I don’t have a rash just this horrible itchy feeling. I hope it’s not something serious related to my med changes. Got some Benadryl and praying to god it helps because I am miserable.

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3 weeks ago

Jk he wanted Taco Bell so I purged it too.

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3 weeks ago

Same I’m getting off Zyprexa and can FINALLY sleep (with slightly less meds) but I can’t stop yawning all day and my eyes are watering so much.

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3 weeks ago

Seems like my boyfriend isn’t gonna want dinner so hurray for me! I haven’t eaten anything I’ve kept down today.

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1 month ago

Went do brunch with my boyfriend, had a delicious salad, then threw it up in the restaurant bathroom.

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1 month ago

Jk I purged all of it and now I feel like 🫨 I’m gonna have to eat with my boyfriend later so I’ll have to get some calories.

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1 month ago
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Broke my 48hr fast with some 365 calorie butternut squash and cooked spinach. Not gonna throw it up either.

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1 month ago

Almost fainted getting up and stretching. My 48 hour fast isn’t over for another 40 minutes though.

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1 month ago
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Almost done with another 48 hour fast too.

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1 month ago

Yeah drinking in expensive and it’s good that you don’t do it

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1 month ago

It’s 4 cans per box but I ordered 3 boxes. They are delicious.

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1 month ago

12 drinks for $40 is the best I can get I guess. I think Corona would be cheaper but beer makes me fat.

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1 month ago
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My groceries for the week

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1 month ago

I blocked them all and hid the post to friends only.

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1 month ago
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What did I do to deserve this? Why of all posts did THIS one make it to the discover page? If I get deleted y’all know why.

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1 month ago
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But for why? Like what does this add to your page random gym bro.

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1 month ago

Oh they all got blocked. Apparently I ended up on the discover page

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1 month ago

The normies found me. Send help.

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1 month ago

After a 2 1/2 day fast and only eating less than 400 calories AND taking lax I managed to gain .2lbs

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1 month ago

Even though it was only 360 calories I took lax because I feel guilty for not purging the ramen…on to another fast. Maybe I’ll go for another 48+ hours.

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1 month ago

I know and it was spicy it was SO good but I wish I had purged it

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1 month ago
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Broke my fast by eating a 360 calorie ramen. I almost purged it but stopped myself. Someone tell me I made the right choice because I’m really struggling with it. I’m 1 full pound heavier with it in my stomach 😭

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1 month ago

Didn’t work for me but neither does low-dose Klonopin so I’m just doomed to be riddled with anxiety unless heavily medicated.

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1 month ago

I’m already full of sexual dysfunction so that won’t be anything new lol

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1 month ago

It definitely does help but it numbs me which I also don’t like. I feel like it’s helping me less after like 4 years I’ve been on it.

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1 month ago

I’ve been on it for years and originally WANTED to gain weight because I was in remission. I managed to lose like half the weight it made me gain but this last half isn’t budging.

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1 month ago
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I’m going off my meds. Zyprexa specifically. I sent a message to my psychiatrist admitting to having an ED and saying I needed to switch meds. We’ll see where it goes from here.

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1 month ago

104.8 this morning and starving 😭

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1 month ago

Down to 105.8 at 1:30 pm. How is this possible?

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