Barghest236

a solitary sheet-draped ghost standing by a window in an old empty house

"Remnant"
(2021)

#render #gothic #ghost #supernatural #B236art

Oof, they look like you just called a parent/teacher meeting to discuss their troubled teen.

Lots of interesting shots! The deer in particular are really well framed. 😙

Some more of my wildlife photography 😊

Look, there's a lot about Halloween that I think is pretty neat.

I also personally find it pretty depressing. More than other holidays, it feels like having friends is an important requirement.

If you see this, post a vampire that isn't Dracula

Which reminds me… did you know I also do nature photography? 😛

About to join some total strangers I’ve never met at a restaurant I’ve never heard of. Should be an interesting evening…? 🫣

Artists! Quote with your night art 🌙

Oh good! Some remastery is fine to keep up with modern displays, so long as they don’t alter the original artistry.

Bet it sounds INCREDIBLE with a proper sound system 🥹

Sexy 1013? Hoo boy….😬

Introverts don’t need big plans to be happy. Just give them an empty house, snacks, their favorite playlist, and a blanket. They’ll spend the day avoiding people and half-starting five new hobbies. Pure peace.

Y’all, I can’t even….

I’m finally investing in some new clothes after losing 80lbs and I wasn’t prepared to see how many sizes I dropped. 🤯

a dog is standing under a blue blanket ALT: a dog is standing under a blue blanket

me: *googling places to casually meet other singles*

Google: Fuck what you asked for! Here are top recommendations for group dining! Sexy nightspots! Places to go if you already have lots of friends and a robust dating life!

me:

If y'all didn't know, I have two OC's on the ace spectrum.🖤🩶🤍💜

Tess started out gray-ace like me but my understanding of her has shifted to fully asexual. Maybe even aro-ace.

Meanwhile Melissa makes the most sense as demisexual.

#aceweek #originalcharacter #B236art

I'd take more time off if I had something I wanted to do with it.🫤

Turns out when you work at a place for over a decade and never take vacations, you amass an insane boss-stressing stockpile of PTO.

We’re already putting some vacations on the books for next year so I actually burn through the stuff.

Ouf, another migraine. That’s the second day in a row. Hope this isn’t gonna become a thing like it used to be. 😑

To further clarify, I don’t hate sex, I just don’t care. I do feel arousal, I just prefer to manage it myself. I have had sexual relationships, I just never saw that as a primary focus. And since it isn’t a revulsion, I can still be there for a partner if they need me.

If it hasn’t come up, I identify as “grey asexual”.

To me this means I’m not 100% ace, but my sex drive is so much lower than average that it might as well be 0. I only figured this out a few years ago, and it explains so much about my past relationships.

#AceWeek #grayace

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People very emboldened to be selfish assholes these days.

“Other people have no value — only *I* have value. People only matter when they directly benefit *me*. Anyone who prevents *me* from doing whatever *I* want to do is inherently mean and bad. Nuance, context and empathy are for pussies.”

I mean… what…. 🤦

How can you claim ownership of a phrase as basic as “day to night transition”? And further claiming your AI nonsense as protected original work to an extent where anyone doing anything similar is deliberately stealing from you? Just how big is bro’s ego?

barring a cmish that will be posted within the week(we're shooting for), I will be taking a break for the week.

I will need probably a week after that until I start the cmishes. Apologies for the delay, but in lieu of starting more, I finished some old ones.

Code Lyoko forehead Rei will supervise.

stylized grey-asexual flag with cloudy bands of purple, grey and white

Today begins Ace Week. I don’t know what I’ll do to celebrate, but I know what I WON’T be doing….

Ooh, I forgot about the part where after the migraine goes away, I feel effin’ fantastic! Like, much better than I ever do normally.

Is this what it’s like to feel… how you say… happy?

Realizing that it’s been ages since I last had a migraine.

Of course, I’m only realizing it because owwww….😣

Huh. I can’t believe I never identified this as guilt before. That’s totally what it is. What a ridiculous way to feel.

Pretty often when I choose to do something purely indulgent for myself — whether it’s big like buying a new Lego set or small like having a piece of chocolate — I feel this inexplicable wave of sadness. Like, a weird momentary swell that almost brings tears.

Probably nothing to read into, right…?😶