calicofern

ugh I’m sorry!!! It is so awful!! Hate this for us !!! 🫂🫂🫂 but I am glad to hear writing has been healing!!

thank you!!!! I have been doing. Very little else haha but I appreciate the love and support ❤️❤️❤️

7/1/25 — 690 words

Full disclosure this was not Half Agony this was me trying my hand at NSFW matchablossom but. Word count is word count and i forgot how fun writing can be when you’re not stressing over it

the bad news is: I got dumped

the good news is: now I can refocus my energy on actually writing rather than pouring it into someone who doesn’t want to be in a relationship!!

silver linings etc etc etc

6/6/25 - 1225 words

are we … so fucking back ???

5/23/25 - 353 words

Spoke too soon about not being dead but I think I’m figuring some things out

5/17/25 - 327 words

GUESS WHO ISN'T DEAD!!!! I took an. extended hiatus but I'm back and ready to get back into it. everyone say Good Luck

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half agony, half hope

#sakuatsu | rated M

ch.5 up now!! go read it!

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I have temporarily lost access to my word processor (sigh) but half agony chapter 5 should hopefully be coming this week!!

3/19/25 -27 words

percolating still and I missed yesterday bc I was too busy crashing out about the sk8 ova …. Send prayers that this is a big Writing Weekend for me

3/17/25 - 10 words

still percolating.

3/16/25 - 257 words

we're officially past the end of the outline I made last time I made an outline but it's bonkers trying to translate my initial rough outline to a scene-by-scene one (which is what I've been doing) bc it's just SO different. so I've got some things to percolate on

"I will take you home"

#haikyuu

early reviews for half agony chapter 5 are in:
@morethanlines.bsky.social just said that it "makes [her] want to sit in a field and rip up strands of grass"

3/15/25 - 12 words

let’s all root for tomorrow, shall we

3/14/25 - 2057 words

BIG day. I didn’t write the last two days oops but not only did I rly get some words in today, I also got ch5 of half agony out to my betas!!! Whew

3/11/25 - 7 words

mostly did some editing of existing words but god I need to have the writing day of all writing days soon or Else

putting zhuzhi-lang in my mouth and chewing and chewing and chewing and chewing and

3/10/25 - 28 words

abysmal but. what can you do.

take all the time you need... I get it me too tbh (thank you for reading!!!!)

3/9/25 - 215 words

not awful for a busy day !!! And a new chapter day no less

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half agony, half hope

#sakuatsu | rated M

just posted ch. 4! beware of minor spoilers in the fic graphic below but I couldn't not use this section as a teaser

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3/8/25 - 375 words

oopsie I did forget to post yesterday and today wasn't excellent either BUT I think ch4 is nearing readiness to post... last looks tomorrow eep

3/6/25 - 14 words

I just realized it was 2035 yesterday. Crazytown. Very little writing happened today BUT I’m getting the next postable chapter into shape so I still feel good about life

3/5/35 - 185 words

Still lower than I’d like but I do think I cracked it

3/4/25 - 12 words

so help me. I will crack this