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One upside to it being so cold it’s radiating off the walls: the fruit flies are slower and easier to kill

Idk if I bruise easily or if my cat is just that fat but I definitely have a bruise where her itty bitty paws were standing on my thigh

Holy shit bablys is the best fictional magic school. Actually defending students?!? Changing priorities right away when the situation changes? Them proactively checking into suspicious new people???

Also them showing genuine enthusiasm as educators wanting to nurture their students 😭😭😭 so happy

If I had read mairimashita Iruma kun while I was still in school I would have been so stupidly obnoxious about it. It would have changed my whole personality

Me: takes day off work because brain hurts
Me an hour later: gets up, doesn’t turn on any lights, doesn’t look at any screen larger than my phone
“Huh, I don’t feel too bad maybe I didn’t need to take the day off”
After turning on 1 (one) light and blowing my nose once: “oh fuck my life”

So, I think the nation wide pressure system that’s bringing a storm over the weekend is fucking me up. Good lord this is like day 3 of headache and I’m now nauseous

Currently watching my dress up darling and I’m really glad that so much of it seems to focus on finding joy in one’s hobbies and connecting with people of the same interests. There’s so much about overcoming fear and shame and just embracing what you love with your whole heart

Someday in going to remember to take the lactaid before I eat pizza and not when I wake up incredibly bloated

why do my wrists have to be so tiny and why do all my hobbies have to involve tiny hand movements

I successfully did homeowner things and got my fence stained with help from my in-laws.
but now my hands are completely dead and i'm finding it hard to watch my movie and not knit or crochet to keep my hands busy. the braces I could wear don't let me move my hands much, which is the point but still

I keep trying to think of a way my lightbulb icon could become a pngtuber avatar but every idea i think of comes up way too bald feeling and I don't like that

if i have to talk to a human at any point in the second half of my day I might snap

my god i hate this time of year

With my work’s busy season comes the usual “what if I did anything else for work” lines of thought. Right now is vtubing, in the past it’s been soap maker.

I know that being that public to that many people even through an avatar would be waaaay too much exposure for me. Still a fun daydream ig

Still have a few things I need to get done today. Unfortunately, my cat has decided in my one moment of laying down to take advantage of that. I am now stuck playing cat bed for the foreseeable future.

Sitting on my porch after a storm came through and every once in a while a good breeze shakes water from the leaves and makes a mini storm rain down through the setting sunlight.

Currently running an experiment to see if playing 90s Chinese pop will work as a teenaged boy deterrent as I sit on my porch.

So far results seem promising.

Also I’m doing this because said teenaged boys have been actively destructive towards my house and talked to adults has solved nothing

What is it going to take to get more than 10 minutes of rain at my house?!? Every storm that was supposed to hit me has dodge just north or south of me istg

Just finished poet square by Courtney Gustafson. Will admit I cried at more than a few chapters. It moved me a lot in more ways than I expected.

Can recommend, but maybe not a read in public kind of book

I find myself astounded by the ability of others to not see outside themselves. Not saying I’m perfect at thinking about the effect my actions have on others, but I’ve got enough brain to not park my vehicle half way across someone’s driveway and 1/3 in the middle of the street overall

Well, actually managed to sleep last night. Still feel a bit like shit but there’s two separate events I want to go to today so here’s hoping they distract me enough that I’ll have fun and not obsessively look at my phone because my anxiety is convinced the neighbor kids are going to destroy my home

Hooooooly shit I’m putting my new anxiety med to the test right now. I think it’s working? No longer feel like I’m going to hyperventilate or anything.

Holy shit. It’s been like 4 days and I’ve played over 20 hours of fantasy life i and all I want to do is play more

Thank you modern medicine. I can see put both eyes again.

Drugs are fantastic things

Having a migraine is so boring and stupid. I’m so bored but I can’t do anything because my brain hurts

How I know I’m getting real tired of my job: I looked up how to get started as a pngtuber.

I’d be a terrible streamer, I suck at being consistent in online spaces, dealing with online controversies makes me want to die, this is overall a terrible idea

But I wouldn’t be working my current job…

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Babiessssssss

Minecraft is such a fun game!! I’ve played it on and off for well over a decade and can very much recommend it. It’s even better if you’re able to play with friends or find a public server to play on

Cartoon drawing of Sheldon the Tiny Dino, a green dinosaur with an acorn shell on his back. With a fisheye distrotion as seen through a peephole. His eye is much bigger than normal as he looks at the viewer very closely.

You see this through the peephole are you opening the door?

A comic. An object is falling from space through the clouds towards the lights of a city below. It lands with a boom amongst some suburban houses, silhouetted against the bright flash emanating from the impact. From the pinkish cloud of smoke at the impact something small can be seen thrown out from the center, and it lands some distance away with a smaller cloud of smoke and a plop. As the brightly colored smoke clears, Sheldon, a tiny green dinosaur wearing an acorn, is standing proudly. An astronaut's helmet is to his side. The edge of the comic panel is shaped like a cloud, and panning down we see that it is all a dream being had by Sheldon, who is soundly asleep inside a sock amongst some pillows. In the background a phone can be seen, it's alarm has been on snooze for 118 hours.

Should someone wake him?

A four panel meme from "The White Lotus," S3, Ep,6, Panel 1: Saxton: Why can't you just like my geneative A*I art? Panel 2: Chelsea: You have to be vulnerable enough to be bad at something to be good at it, but you're too much of a coward. Panel 3: Chelsea: Because you're soulless. Panel 4: Saxton disassociating