bedlam 7th edition foil

yeah my good will's all drained, i'm fucking done. my time as someone people care about is over.

almost out of money but the big trans fundraiser is happening so the guilt for needing to ask for help is astronomically high

goddddddd i just want to not feel bad

yeah this feeling of not belonging anywhere really isnt gonna go away huh

rot13 for the real dark stuff: v'ir gubhtug nobhg ubj v jbhyq xvyy zlfrys n ybg yngryl. yvxr, n pbapreavat nzbhag. v qba'g yvxr gung v guvax nobhg gur ybpngvba bs bhe tha fb zhpu. v'z gunaxshy gung v unir zl cnegaref orpnhfr v guvax vs vg jnfa'g sbe gurz v jbhyq'ir qbar vg nyernql.

all the valuable cards in my decks that i don't have emotional attachment to have been sold. so if i sell more, it's going to wear on my psyche so fucking bad that i worry if I'll be able to forgive myself for it.

begging people for financial help when EVERYONE i know is struggling disgusts me to my core every time i do it, and i'm almost out of money so i'll have to do it again soon.

i'm not at my limit of things that can go wrong in my life before i can't take it anymore, but i feel like it's visible now and thinking in that way is terrifying.

needed a place to vent that wasn't my main and wasn't my nsfw account because too many people follow me on both of those now. this is just me yelling into the aether.