Leanna ⚢

More days like this please ✨

~ Goals for 2025 ~

• Be softer in my approach
• Trust people until they give me a reason not to
• Be receptive to bids for connection
• Write more poetry
• Allow myself to be seen
• Never stop trying

Not everyone you meet, or love, is meant for forever. Some are just meant to help you along your way. I’ve learned more about myself from this one short lived experience than I’ve learned in the last 5 years. So I thank you. Thank you for showing up, for bowing out, and for leading me back to myself

I love when the sun comes out and suddenly anything is possible

On a positive note, it’s going to be 63° and sunny today 🙌

I’m going to have to try it. I have an air purifier that’s pretty loud but I guess I’m getting used to it because it’s no longer over powering other sounds. 🤦‍♀️ I’m about to dig a hole in the earth and sleep like a mole.

Ahhh, being a light sleeper is exhausting! I was just awoken by the sound of the trash bag in the bathroom being ever so slightly rustled by the heat vent.

Forgot to post this but this vegan lemon paczki was phenomenal and I can’t stop thinking about it.

So apparently if you were often left alone as a child your most comforting memories are of the times you spent fantasizing about receiving comfort from a loved one and this is why, throughout adulthood, the fantasy of “love” is more fulfilling than love itself. The more you know.

Ooooh, I will definitely try this! I love pickles 🥰

Attempted to leave my house to partake in human interaction and my tire literally fell off my car. Is this a sign?

The comfort that vegan chicken nuggets and tater tots brings me is unmatched.

That would make me sad too, but I still think it looks cute!! I love the colors 🥰

Lmao, I have my contacts in! It’s all splotchy in the reflection on my shoulder and my eyeball. 😅

I cleaned this mirror 3x and it still looks dirty, why

She’s so beautiful! 🥰

(2/2) Really wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I want connection so badly but never fail to push everyone away without even trying to. Dafuq.

(1/2) It’s a bit difficult to be self assured when I’m consistently met with misunderstanding and told that my approach is off-putting anytime I open up. So autistic of me to get 105% in a college level communications class and still fail at communicating time and time again.

Have you tried asking yourself if you’re unhappy with them? I have RSD bad and I always forget that my feelings matter first. If they make you feel like shit they’re not for you ✨

High of 52° today!! The sun is shining. I’m not freezing my ass off on my 15. Maybe life is actually worth living 😭

My tummy hurts 🥺

You ever put things where you “won’t forget them” and it turns out that’s exactly where you’ll forget them? ADHD is so awesome.

Literally all I need in this life 🩵

Me and my bestie ✨

I did it! It was fun and I wasn’t as awkward or sweaty as I thought I’d be. 😇

I would just like one lesbian bar please. 🙇‍♀️

Learning that I self isolate to protect myself from rejection. Realizing that self isolating makes me feel rejected. That said, I’m going out tonight, awkward as hell and ready to shake hands with clamy palms 🙃

😂😂

a man in a tutu is dancing in front of a group of people ALT: a man in a tutu is dancing in front of a group of people

I’m a strange girl and it’s about time I embrace it. Like think Jim Carrey meets Robin Williams, that’s me. If you think you’re getting the cutie you see on the internet, think again.