Jayden Horcasitas

What if ancient people had more godly experiences/encounters with the divine because spiritual connection was more of a societal norm?

If so, when did that change? And how? And why?

Can access to the gods again be a common experience?

I am a creator.

I co-create with the universe.

I dream. I manifest. I create the world I want to live in.

I will not settle for less.

A door, closed and mourned
Cracks open. Light shines, warm smiles
Guarded, I fear: hope

Had a hard conversation today. And I'm scared. Anxious. Possibly alone.

Doodles of chaos

A screaming bundle
Kicking, flailing, I put thee
To rest, and I grieve

I need to submit to myself

Spiritual teachings from physics:

I am stardust. I contain information from far away galaxies. I can access that information instantaneously.

Each of our parts contains the whole.

The physical world is a canvas, made for expressing innate desires, dreams, thoughts, and ideas

A little choreographic doodle. Definitely not finished, but it's the first time I've choreographed in 6 months, so feeling proud 😊

East Asians are like queer yt ppl. They think because they have a marginalized identity that they have way hotter takes on Blackness and systemic oppression than they really do. But straight up refuse to acknowledge their proximity to ytness

Painted our cats for date night. So much fun! So much laughter. I love doing things I'm bad at with people I love ❤️

My dance teachers trained me to hit hard, be solid. But I'm determined to be soft. I refuse to be a token hip hop stereotype. I will increase my athleticism to be more soft. I will express my love, not just my trauma. If nobody else will nurture my softness, I will. I deserve this. ❤️

#dance #soft

The universe isn't inherently good or bad.
The universe is oneness. A fabric whose folds shape reality.
Trauma, apathy, and evil are holes in the fabric of oneness.
The universe orients towards repair and wholeness.

I've found myself in a hallway of open doors. I will not waste this. Thank you universe

Everyday feels like another scene from Day After Tomorrow. Can the collapse just go ahead and happen so we can start the rebuid?

Also jfc with those typos. Please don't hold that against my intelligence 😂

But also, ya know, rest of you're body is healing and whatnot lol

Lower into a squar for 10 seconds, hold for 10 seconds, slowly raise for 10 seconds. Boom. Glutes trained. Do the same or whatever pushup variation you can do at least 5 of. Bam. Pecs trained

A little doodle after choreographing yesterday #dance #freestyle

Late night musings
#poem #poetry #change

I know I'm good at my job and have a really positive impact on others... but I really just don't want to be a therapist anymore smh

I love seeing the amount of embodied joy in this little dance doodle. I really feel like this captures my most authentic dance style
#dance #freestyle #expression

The more I learn about passport privilege, it what it means to not have it, the more pissed off I get. Borders are dumb. Visas are dumb. Caging people within arbitrary lines is inhumane. As a species, we naturally migrate. The restriction of that is spiritually abusive.

Blood of Love

Love my first smudge after I move. Now the home is officially mine!

So power went out in all of Spain today. Just came back in after 10 hours. Wild!

Listening to my body is honestly so annoying. Ya homie really won't shut tf up smh

I kinda forgot i had a Bluesky lol, let me get back on here

It's weird being back in thr US. Just opened up a water bottle and the cap came all the way off. it's the little things that are the most wild lol