Lav Zeloco

Idk how you can keep the focus on it. 🙏

.. i would feel like i have to finish books, that i should probably dnf and speed through them without actually sitting with the story. i want to change that and i know that it'll drop my numbers, so im almost paralyzed in the decision.. 🥲

i skipped last months book check in mostly bc i hadnt actually finished reading anything. the reading slump had totally taking over, bit i also have to grapple with my mind about 'have to finish x amount of books'..

Its amazing how a little community can totally revitalize your love for a thing 💖🙆‍♀️

Wondering if i should make stickers or pins for Hypecon... and maybe reprint or make new postcards for future events. Do ppl even care abt those?

No finished books this month.. having a bit of a readling slump in addition to my lack of time to read.
Get: 3 + 1 gifted

Also, why is it always the free days i have stuff planned or/and are motivated to do things, that my body always says 'no'. This seems a lot less random and a lot more like some fucked up trauma response.

Need to work -> feel like shit -> want to get a snakk to feel better -> wait for the painkillers to work -> start feeling better -> work a little -> rinse'n'repeat

Forgot to add March reads: 4
March gets:0

My jaw muscles so tight its painful 🪦 need to fix that inner ear shit as well, i dont think im out of the water yet

Looking for a dope asf scripted podcast? Derelict. So friggin good.

It's dire, folks.

Also, getting congratulated on women's day is always 'a time', when you're NB 🤡

You know yoy've been sick for a while, when you started when it was snow outside and now its full on +13 degree sprint. Wat.

February gets

February reads: 2

I can feel my brain boiling 🪦🪦🪦

Not all men. Gomez Addams would never.

Best life?
#booksky

This evening was very overwhelming, had to drink heart drops to calm down 🪦🪦🪦

Lowkey want to fuck around with my hair again. It just seems so generic and I haven't had my natural hair for so long in ages. I kinda grew it out hoping I'd be more visibly gray, but I guess I have to wait longer...

Its not my primary goal, but it keeps me reading.

Overall goals - I'm keeping up with my 1-mo challenges this year and I'm hoping to take part in #yearofmakedo as well. Would be a great push for me to make things for myself rather than just buy.

I don't think I shared my reading goals for this year:
> 12 books per year (currently saving the 'slots' for some CS Pascat books, I've been eyeing for years)
> 30 reading goal/10k pages (Storygraph set)
> focus on physical/owned TBR
> slow down audio books (1.5x speed preferably)

#booksky

January read: 1
Gets: 0
Was hoping to finish 2, but didn't manage.

#booksky

A digital drawing featuring a to do list in the middle and flowers surrounding it. The to do list has the heading “priorities” and includes “pet all cats, make bad art, laugh at my own jokes, nap and stop being tired”.

YEAH LET'S GO

#art #illustration

a white cat with a sad look on its face is being held by a person . ALT: a white cat with a sad look on its face is being held by a person .

So tired... and its the morning still...

I mean i just put the powder in my coffe

I just got a bucket of the powder im trying to use up, but will have to f8nd better ways for it..