ChaosTreasure

Finally finished Alchemized. Will probably and finish Frankenstein next. I have lots of half read books I stopped reading because of stress and depression.

Wtf?!?! Why is my chill job not so chill no more?!?!

I was thinking I was at the finish line but it was a mirage. FUCK

January has been the MOST stressful month I’ve ever had

One of the things from Undertale I remember distinctly is that with Undyne I survived through all of her dialogue and I didn’t know I was *supposed* to run until someone had told me so.

Person: so you’ve been there… squaring up Undyne and hitting the mercy button?

Me: mama didn’t raise no bitch!

cat playing with an xbox controller, with text reading: GET YOUR BODY OUT OF SURVIVAL MODE SO YOU CAN CREATE FROM THE HEART with text overlayed on the cat saying: I'M F FUKCING TRYING (sic)

been feelin like

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When work was so bad, you purchase an emotional support chocolate

The 😨HORRORS😨 Persist... but so do the little ✨TREATS✨

And Jessie, Mami, I have to see you live and play you more. At least rhe Abulm Paid In Memories (that came out on my birthday by the way. I’m pretending you released it just for me) is number one.

DtMF honestly makes me emotional as a Bori in the diaspora that it’s my number one song. Para mi primito Benny y también mi isla. That’s who I think of every time I play it.

My Apple Music 2025 replay just came out. Lmao let’s all gasp and pretend to be surprised I’m a Hozier Whore (I went to see him live 2024 in Inglewood).

Damn! Somebody get her some milk!

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To the flashbacks!

Text over a sparkly flowery background which reads: “WE SUPPORT SLUTS AND WHORES ON THIS PAGE”.

putting this on your timeline again

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I hate Stroud. I can’t wait until she d*es in the book

I love that there are more reactions and more clues Farron is head over heels for Helena from the jump. It’s just subtle. But he is funny and no one gets his jokes!!!

Ferron always comes for me.

Malfoy always comes for me.

You came, You called.

AHHHHHHHHHH

It’s listening Francesca by Hozier while reading Alchemized by SenLinYu

Excuse me while I cry uncontrollably

Trying to rebuild my life after deciding to stay here is both humbling and motivating.

Ah. The tragic is she gay or very observant hell of wlw gay panic

I’m starting to think Unknown/Nth is my depression song lmao

There are times I wish I could platonically send nudes to someone. Lmao. Send help. Signed, hormonal chaos goblin

Trying not to crash out. Yayyyy therapy

To my sweeties, I had been hella stressed about moving. I was deciding between going to the eat coast without my cats or staying in Cali with my cats. I chose Cali. Finally moved in.

After disappearing into the void, it think I’m ready to join the fray again.

My mental health is ok!

*doesn’t do hygiene for two days*

Ok.. but what if

*doesn’t eat full meals*

Can I just…

*hasn’t drank water in forever*

Goddamn it!

Clocking back in as a human after being a blob be hard

Writing my first self indulgent ABO. I blame my friends lmao

WHEN I SAW THIS FINE ROMANIAN MAN GODDAMN IT WHY CANT I BE CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE.