Raptorwolf

I dont know who to talk to..

Think im gonna disappear for a bit

Maybe I am the issue lol.

No one cares. I don't care. Why should I care

I should have went faster that night.

How does say you're their best friend then treat you 1000% a different way? You'll post all your other friends but none with me? Interesting

What's really sad is the fact that you call me your friend and then don't even treat me like it. Again. Fuck. YOU

Hello new peeps. This is my vent/rant/personal thoughts account.
Please don't take anything I say personally unless its directed towards you💙

One thing that baffles me. The double standards. Fucking loser

Again i noticed the energy change in you. Fuck you

I notice the small stuff that you don't think I pay attention to

Yeah, I think im gonna cut you both off. Fuck you and have a great life

Is it crazy to think that you just used me to get comfortable in life? Am I just something at your disposal now because you have everything you wanted?

So we really are changing how we are around each other? Okay got it

I hate myself and I wish I could disappear without hurting the ones I care about

I'll live by this

One thing I can say. No one ever shows me off or makes me feel special or appreciated. Friend or relationship wise. Im just the one expected to lift everyone else up.. yay

I hate the fact that im now learning about all my issues I have within myself... that I should have learned at a young age... but was stripped away from it.

Slowly gonna disconnect from people

I hate getting too close to people sometimes..

Hey you~ you use to follow me on X. Shoot me a DM I'd love to talk again! We chatted for a brief period but hit me up again!

Every. Single. Time. Then some how turn the conversation to themselves or how their life is worse than mine.. i don't want to feel like I have to compete in life on who's is worse.. i just wanna feel SEEN and HEARD... Please.....

for someone to actually be there for me and care about my own feelings... im tried of being the person who puts other people first.. im tired of saying everything is fine when it isn't.. but im so so so exhausted from trying to open up to someone for them to just shoot my emotions down.

Let's start off..

Im lost, lonely, confused, hurt, and so many more emotions that I can't quite describe right now.. no I dont want pitty. No I don't want to be told its going to be alright.. what i want and feel like I need is just a shoulder to cry on..

Probably gonna make this my vent/thought/safe space area.. need something to start fresh on...

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Raphael Coyotl

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