♃ jovial isa ♃

necessarily the steps cs im still learning those, but ill be talking to my family sbt my day and theyll be like “woah wtf” and it doesnt hit me how cool it actually is until i sit with it. Like today i retracted the sternum and thought to myself “im really in this mans ribs like that”

A year ago i was barely getting a hang of setting up and learning actual procedures and now ive moved away on my OWN and im participating in these open heart surgeries in a beautiful town like i cant believe this is my life 🤩. the job itself is so normal to me in what i see at least, not

i had s great time jumping around by myself, this one “blind mouse” kept bumping into me talking abt sorry i cant see im blind, He was so annoying all night trynna talk to every girl in that place like broski let us vibe to shrek themed music

this rave lowkey ass but its okay cs i still love shrek n im a clown

Also that Venus opposes Mercury in the Exaltations scheme. Intuition vs logic, values vs facts.

amo a los lirios! my fav

i thought having these many mirrors in my apt would be bad for my mental health but its so good to me cs im loving my reflection fr

i love walking around w no bra on but i feel like if i turn too quickly those things gonna swing everywhere 😭😭😭

okay so ive not been keeping up w pop culture too much and no one told me shakira performed ojos asi en los grammys⁉️⁉️

you lost me at “i like a girl with personality” because I’ve no sense of self

TMI but WHAT in the anaretic exalted Venus… went to my bedroom and heard a weird noise… discovered my vibrator was very quietly vibing to itself even though it’s out of battery… couldn’t turn it on nor fully off to get it to stop… whimpering like a starving creature… now charging and calmed down lol

“have they gotten back to you yet?” n when i checked my messages i had a notif from them saying i was approved!

but her and i are so connected like she will get physical cramps and back pain like I get when im on my period. She’ll just randomly be like “siento que se me rompe la espalda, estas en tus dias verdad que si?” or when i was applying to this apartment, we were otp and randomly she was like

hablando de coincidencias, I had a delivery scheduled for today, i got the though “i wonder if its here yet” checked my phone and saw a notif saying it was delivered “now” like idk if thats intuition per se but things like this happen more often than not and w my mom too! it freaks us out sometimes

gracias amigaaaa i lob u

i couldnt remember the exact day/time of my SR but i opened my astroseek transit clock,,, its solar return time baby!
i think its funny that it works this way w me, i get i thought and BOOM

i dont know how manifestation works fr, but i swear it works cs my friend an i started “manifesting” in our messages as a joke but its been working! this is an example from just today:

someone youre so excited to talk to, to be around. And this is ruining that for me, which is good. I’m seeing things a little clearer, but now that the illusion is gone it feels empty.

that experience as a point of reference for this new fp. I want to avoid the same patterns I always make. I think the distance came as soon as it could. As I see him more clearly though, I see i have even less in common with him than i thought. And in a wag it makes me sad. It feels good to have

cloud of distraction and lust i placed on him. Since ive been trying to separate fact from fiction, i can appreciate him as his own person, but I cant say definitely if i want him back in my life. I cant speak on him either, so who knows if he even wants me back in his life. Regardless, I’m using

more intense than the current one. With that person, things didn’t end on the most amicable terms, but we’re okay now. I told him he was my fp, he seems to be understanding of this. I dont know if i want to be his friend yet. Seeing him for him was hard, because all ive focused on was the pink

In late 2023/ early 2024 i had two that were pretty brief. then there was spring/summer fp, that situation lasted longer than i wouldve liked, but i learned a lot. Honestly that experience is the reason why I can begin to “see” my current fp as he is. With my previous fp, it became intense, a lot

in common? i suspect these kinds of thoughts are whats helping me keep distance from him. If i make an effort to maintain distance, and see him for who he is, these feelings should fade. A long time had passed since I last had an fp, and it started back up again in late 2023. Since then, ive had 4.

too excessively-well in fp manners of course. I havent talked to him in almost a month, shared very few and sparse texts almost two weeks ago. if i had a good excuse, maybe weaker self restraint, i would have texted or called him. I tell myself hes busy, but besides being busy, do we even have much

thinking about my fp and i really wish i didnt have one. at this moment i want to talk to him, are there levels to fp? he doesnt seem that intense compared to others but its still kinda there. of course i thought about him today, as i do everyday. I will add though, that he hasnt been on my mind

im gonna stop using emojis and start using the keyboard to make them the way god intended, *_*

these past few days have been so cold and i just mow thought abt using the space heater ;-;

i wanna start a podcast but everyone has a podcast and idek what to talk abt i just wanna talk, or maybe ill do video format like on youtube or something idk, i just want a talk show

Now that Venus is in Pisces, this is your reminder that Valens calls this sign “sexy, shameless, prolific and popular”

the consensus seems to be that same sentiment so yu know what that meanssssss 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️, later tho cs i dont have the right products to draw em rn in mx and im not trynna be bald rn