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Jon Talbain

here’s jonny

YES!! I can't wait

won a 1800 dollar coffee machine once along with 5 kg of beans. I hope you win and get a million dollars and they decide you were so right in the trial youre named mayor of a small village

gonna go grab them for you there's a few cool ducks there I've never seen before too. I'll throw them in as a bonus

seriously I'm so glad I didn't throw it out when I went through the whole "interests=cringe" phase. I lost all my MCR merch and real leather bracelets cause of that 😭 thank god the boys survived by being buried in a pile LOL

Regardless of creators, I think if people don't like you with genuinely no reason, it's more often something in themselves. Bit off topic but I've been told people don't like me because I'm "annoying" then later on they say they wish I had my openness.. like as an example I guess. Not always but yea

I'm hoping I'm being paranoid. I'm also worried it comes off like my insecurity projecting on to other people but I SWEAR idk dude I swear. Maybe in this case it'd be good to be wrong with the intuition though

to be fair it's only a hunch, but I'm not sure, it just feels like some people I've tried to speak to seem a bit cold but maybe I've done that too, no one has infinite room for EVERYONE but idk haha it feels bad when they're fellow creators for sure :') and when you admire them

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Hey guys. I don't do this lightly, but things are hard af right now. Our lot fee is almost as much as what we're paying for this damn trailer per month at this point and it's killing our finances. We're behind on bills really bad and my phone is about to be turned off. Anything helps, if you can. 💜

I can just tell some creators and bloggers don't like me lmao and I have no idea why but its whatever

relic located

Absolutely in summer and spring mostly!

many creature and duck

y'all like bats

it's also like worth noting I guess I don't really have any reason to be this way.. Like I don't have any chronic illness except Crohn's. So I'm very confused. There's stuff I suspect but yeah no like big reason I should be like this now

The iron infusions still did help!! Like I can stand up and when I'm actually awake I'm fine. It even helped my circulation a bit to my toes which I've always had issues with / pretty bad Reynards. But yeah idk man I'm not old enough to just be in bed all day like this and i feel lost on why I am

I might try some ooaks soon I would like to go to the psychiatrist and ask about welbutrin. I'm like. I just can't get out of bed. I just wanna say like mentally I'm fine, I have my days, I miss my best friend, but I'm not like miserable. It's almost entirely physical

appreciate u

haven't been able to confide in anyone for three months and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna blow up soon tbh this is so bad lol

god made me the perfect vessel for sleeping all day and that's what I do

it's actually quite shocking how much stuff is taught, it's things people don't even think of at all in every day life

do you remember when you could post about wanting to make a new character without bots replying and dming

stop trying to find customers this way it's bad business and it makes people not want to commission you more

it's ugly and it's a side no one talks about because you're instantly deemed a not good person but I know many people that struggle with this and acting like the scary parts of mental illness and trauma don't exist honestly is more toxic than either just leaving or trying to work with someone

no one talks about the resentment of having to learn everything on your own while watching others have support (I am sure this will get twisted out of context it is about Abuse)

Ur the best I drank some water and it's not as bad now

they look sick though some of my favourites next to rock drakes and shadowmanes

thinking about the tame in ark that requires you to get pregnant with the dinosaur(aliens) spawn. Wild Game

A shark fursona diving into the digital aquarium screensaver. Longing for an era with full of curiosity, passion and sense of wonders.

Sea of nostalgia.

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#furryart

If it helps at all, I did these with the same data transfer method, but I think I got lucky tbh LOL it should be in the same tab use for fur but it's marked "UV" and you can use the texture dummy of whatever item you have! I think.. might vary creator to creator