Aster 🦝

The new Guidelines are going through effect next week. Imma take a while to decide if I still fully want to post here

It seems that they aren't fully listening to us. It's been a few days since the announcement and a couple posts made about this by users. Result: nothing yet...

#bskycensorship

Just because I stopped talking about it doesn't mean that I fully gave up.

Bluesky, your new upcoming policies suck 🖕 #bskycensorship

The relationship between US and my country is gonna get worse, isn't it?

I honestly am surprised how Im still going, but I am this close to hit a breaking point

Damn cant believe that next month it will be 1 year that my government booted the bird app outta here.

It should be an important day because Bluesky blew up thanks to us

Small things. But at the same time, I hate humanity, I hate society, I hate the world. If you'd ask me what I could do, I'd be constantly suicide baiting, because this whole scene triggers my suicidal behavior more.

I hate it here, positivity and hope are a fucking joke

Honestly the more I see political shit and negativity going on, the more I disconnect myself from reality. The whole scenario feels like a highschool fight, but I feel more helpless and hopeless that I cant enjoy life anymore

I want to feel normal, I want to enjoy life, I want to be happy over (+)

For each distressing real life happening I see, I want to disconnect from reality way more

I JUST found out about this.. Screw Microsoft..

Damnit man....

ArtFight's Teams Fossils vs Crystals be like

I hate humanity I hate humans so much why is everything so doom and gloom I see no silver lining in this world

Owner got rid of it :(

Part of me kinda wants to create a Ravallight artist feed but I dont want my main acc to be associated only with *that* (Plus I dunno how to create feeds with people)

o7 Ravallum feed...

Note to self, do not write a massive text wall when you're having an emotional overwhelm. You may regret later + no one would notice

I'm afraid if I made lots of people uncomfortable with my suicidal posts.. I have no one to vent because of my DM anxiety so I do it publicly, even tho it results on me being silenced a lot.

I've never wanted to die so bad. I dont wanna live anymore but Im too much of a coward to attempt.

This year was hard for me and this month was my breaking point. When I can be sane again AUGH

I was thinking of my break to last till June but I will probably extend it... (Still partaking in ArtFight, just silently)

YEA.. 😭

He probably also asked for ALL of his vods to be gone which is... unfortunate

From what I saw, i dunno what happened but Im glad he took accountability, and I wish him the best for his mental health-

OH MY GOD????

Oh btw ZANDER NETHERBRAND 2.0 SNEAK PEEK SILHOUETTES 👁️👁️

So fuckin mad that I might not watch the 2.0 reveal because parents are planning a day out

Almost all my galleries will remain without updates. I will hop in and out of Discord but the rest, it's a full on hiatus. (Pixiv might be the only exception)
When will I return? Idk. But I will try to be back before ArtFight (July).
I will try to return with a good chunk of art finished.

To the point that I wanted to disconnect from reality (still do.) and while this break won't fix everything, it might give me a recharge for a while.
So after my bday (Probably first week of May) I will be going on a hiatus from social media and posting in general, that means (+)

This is a late night post but I feel like I should say why I'm planning on a hiatus.
Many of y'all know that my mental state hasn't been the best and 2025 loves kicking my ass. But this month it's gotten a bit worse to the point I attempted self harm.
I was completely drained and lost with life (+)

I'm heavily confused. I don't want this to become the new bird app, but can anyone pay for a verification in the future? Please limit that only to brand accounts as I don't need any bigoted accs with checkmarks here. Also should have chosen a butterfly instead of a ✅ mark.