bug ★ caterpillarsky

trying this new thing called the "sheer terror diet" where im so scared im nauseous and my digestive system is wrecked so im literally shitting myself every 20 minutes

i fucking love diet dr pepper. i like zero sugar better hashtag gender dysphoria but diet is more available and they taste the same

literally sat down with a bunch of food ready to binge then went "wait. no. im better than this" and got rid of it???? what fucking patron saint of anorexics just possessed me

a man is dancing in front of a silver car . ALT: a man is dancing in front of a silver car .

Me to the four people that regularly like my posts

and if i said i was the konata izumi of shedsky. is that too cringe

i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june
i can be at my gw before june

my ugw was like 55 when i was younger but i was also way sicker than i am now and weighed less so tbh ill probably want to lower it as i get worse (manifesting 🤞)

i love acting aesthetic knowing damn well im huge. and this close to killing myself

unpinning at 145lbs 👍

doing another intro since its been months? probably not gonna pin just looking for #edsky #caterpillarsky mutuals since my dash is lowkey dead. minor, tboy, ednos. i like bugs, emo music, reading, lucky star, fasting (usu. 1-4 days). ill block you if youre fatphobic or mdni

probably gonna be more active on here yippee!!!

one cannot sustain itself on being dumb and edgy alone. one must imagine being an anime girl who goes ^_^ and :3. unrelated konata izumi lucky star is just like me fr

havent eaten in a day dont have to eat for three more 200mg of caffeine unbelievably hyper my cat is on my lap im super happy probably going to redo my profile so this is bug at symbol bugrotter bee tee double yew

wanna fucking kill myself ughhhhhhh why did i take ap seminar

ugh i keep being like "fuck this ed!!!! im eating normally!!!!" and then i see something hurtful online and change my mind

WHY DOES THNKS FR TH MMRS COME RIGHT AFTER GOLDEN IM TRYONG TO CUT MHSELF .this is why i dont listen to fall out boy

frolicking in an imaginary field thinking about blowing my brains oht

ill be having fun and then i remember im literally nobodys first choice. my fucking ex boyfriend keeps telling people we're still together and even he wouldn't consider me his first choice. i think if i just get into another weirdly homoerotic boybestie situation i can survive the winter. maybe

keep remembering literally all my friends are texting each other .probably in a separate group chat they made without me. daydreamed i killed myself and i think theyd be happy. i feel like more of an obligation. they have to care about me because we used to be close.

me and who

wonderful news. im getting an ensuite 🎉

i keep bringing food into my room and then remembering this ed is keeping me sane and like. thats good but at the same time i hate wasting food :( 43 hours into my fast tho

ugb going back to school today.... gonna be hanging out with my skinny friend whos alwaus calling himself a big back...

having mommy issues in eating disorder spaces is so scary. i dont want to starve myself to be daddys little girl actually i want a depressed older woman to call me a good puppy and put her cigarettes out on me

was gonna eat but then my cat followed me into my room and i said if he got on my lap i wouldnt eat. and guess what. shoutout my beautiful baby boy for singlehandedly keeping me from bingeing

im debating eating just to be able to fucking clean lol