Dante Spada

i dont get why i am getting grandmaster players in my silver matches. what the fucking hell is that?

its amazing how a simple set of 4 words can rip apart even the best of moods. i need help from doing this to myself.

Feeling like a failure tonight.

How you know I am a caffeine addict:
My order of GFUEL came in today and I was SO FUCKING HAPPY as soon as I saw the tubs of powder.

I know the little things in life matter but I definitely feel like something needs to change.

I just looked at myself in the mirror and damn I look horrible in the eyes area. It looks like I haven't gotten sleep in over a month (which truthfully it feels that way)

Ngl I'm getting tired of seeing timthetatman when I search for rivals videos and him just spewing his elitism. It's just insane how much he complains about other players.

I have been feeling that way for what feels like months now. I think stress just really fucks with us.

Being an American in 2025 is so damn depressing. I want to leave and never look back but I also don't want to leave my family behind.

i must be the only video gamer that is not excited for monster hunter at all. i must be weird. idk.

I know that shitting on that blue horned character from Veilguard is an easy dunk but I am so so sick of seeing their face. Every YouTuber just keeps shoving it into our faces and I am just so done.

Funnily enough I notice that a lot of vtuber enjoyers are in that age range (me included). Somehow the mid-20's to almost 40's market is perfect for vtubers. I think it's cuz you aren't saying skibidi toilet every 5 seconds

Btw when the hell did we start using the phrase "crash out" for every time someone reacts to something on the internet that they don't like? It's such a stupid phrase.

I'M FREE OF BAD DEBT

A NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE BEGINS TODAY

it seems like i found the thing that makes people laugh. whenever i rage in a video game i give off a comedic vibe with it.

i'm super glad i play rage inducing games now haha.

Omg you are gonna be starting Endwalker? Enjoy every bit of that story.

SORRY MY PUSSY IS TOO WEAK TO HANDLE THE HARD POUNDING IT WAS TAKING WHILE STREAMING - THANKS FOR BEING THERE ANYWAYS

Even when you are really good at games you will still have viewers that will come in and still give you crap because you aren't playing the way they want to. I'm totally on your side with this. Just enjoy the game.

Trapinch Tuesday is such a good title. Such a silly little guy.

Unfortunately it feels inevitable since AI is being pushed everywhere and bad actors are using this garbage along with follow bots to push their crap. Try to keep your head up tho, there are some genuine people here that will interact with you. ❤️

The Wii U was such an underappreciated console. This had so much potential but Nintendo scared off the game devs because of the pad.

Meanwhile some of the top games on the Switch were originally on the Wii U.

#wiiu #nintendo

the photo mode on those games go hard

Twitch Twitch is the world

Time to play Castlevania again and hopefully beat the game!

twitch.tv/dante_spada8

#twitch #castlevania

I should really post here more lmao

Love your faces and just for you to exist. Without external positivity, I would've been gone by now. So thank you. ❤️

I'm sorry to all of you that read this. I know this feels like I'm trying to get attention since I'm posting on social media, but what I really wanted with this was a place to just dump my thoughts and feelings since I don't feel there is a good place to do so. I'm so caught up in my own head.

Shut down by "thinking about the positives" in my life. YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE I DON'T KNOW HOW MY LIFE IS? YOU HONESTLY BELIEVE I DON'T KNOW THE GOOD I HAVE AROUND ME? YOU ARE OUT OF YOUR MIND IF YOU THINK I'M BLIND...but that's the point of this, you do think that I'm blind and it makes me shut off.

That being said, sometimes it feels like it's the only way to stop the noise. To stop the nasty words in my brain. To stop the emotions. And I know this isn't the way. I know. But I'm scared to see someone. To open up to someone completely. I try with friends or family and get shut down.

I'm about to be super vulnerable here. Sayori's dialogue from DDLC feels like I'm reading my own words on a computer screen. It makes me feel like I really need to talk to someone because if you guys know anything about DDLC, the path of Sayori is not exactly something I want to take myself.

I want nothing to do with medical bills and doctors anymore. I was told by multiple places after I paid them once that I do not owe anything else. Why the fuck am I getting bills in the mail saying I owe them money?

I really wish I wasn't sick.