And they move on,
With my energy exhausted from taking on their pains
I no longer have the energy to be an active friend
So they leave me
But the pain still consumes me, the pain still eats away at my soul
The radiant light I once held now tainted black
16.11.2023 05:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
No one ever stops to ask
What I give up, to do such things
How painful it is, for me to shoulder the burdens of their emotions
How painful it is to see them suffering
How painful it is to know there's nothing I can do
And over time, that pain grew to consume me
16.11.2023 05:15 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
How many people have I acted as a therapist for?
No less than 20.
I have all their names written.
And yet, now When I'm the one who needs help
When I'm the one nearing the end of my days
None of them, are here to help me
16.11.2023 05:15 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Statice
Senses are dull, vision is null.
Nothing holds meaning, nothing creates happiness,
Alone in the rivers of hell I drift, reaching towards the sky for help.
And yet, I still feel nothing.
Why, why, why?
Where are my emotions?
In the ground state, all is dark.
14.11.2023 03:35 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Thoughts of being able to close my eyes, and feel you hugging me.
My soul may be more complete with us fused.
But how I miss you, ever dearly, my Lune.
13.11.2023 05:24 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
An on and off friendship of twelve years, burnt into cinders You were one of the last, from those early days
You gave me the persona of Dusk, for that I am ever grateful
But in losing you, a sadness is inevitable
You may forget me, but I will never forget you
13.11.2023 05:23 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
I am turning this into a poetry archival account.
13.11.2023 05:21 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
If you wish to stop me, then go ahead.
Show me what, in this wretched, rotten world is worth extending my life for.
In this descending, unending dark hell,
What is worth denying myself the embrace of the end?
12.11.2023 20:56 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
A fatal disease, of the spiritual heart.
Shattered, into infinitely many shards of glass.
Is there no one capable of mending my soul?
Alone, in the abyss of eternity,
I continue to beckon the end, continue to descend towards oblivion.
12.11.2023 20:55 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
With this blade, I pierce the world.
With this blade, I shatter my soul.
May you drown en rouge,
May the world refuse to turn.
For this seal shall bind our souls.
11.11.2023 23:33 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
America has a similar issue where a lot is done at the state level, but there's also stuff done at the federal level so it's not quite as bad
I also happen to live in one of the most liberal states in the country so I don't notice a lot of the cracks though
07.10.2023 05:28 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
:( You should've just asked me I could've told you about her years ago
01.09.2023 22:53 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
What indeed 😠
27.08.2023 06:24 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
I liked paimon up until like Sumeru but then I got tired of her
21.08.2023 14:05 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
