Hyper

Another weekend down.
This time in Leeds for unleashed.
A delightful outting for my first event in my brand new hood.
Another new thing to help me feel like me again. Another week closer to doggy weekend.
I actually feel really good from it all, I feel almost confident in myself again.

Interrogation goes both ways. I'm definitely ontop on this one.

Must learn a wolf's secrets 😜

The Battlefield walk.

Model:
@hyperwolf1.bsky.social

Some pups just can't be trusted not to be silly

Model:
@hyperwolf1.bsky.social

A very fun weekend. Dressing up, looking good, and being a maybe horny puppy.
Another weekend down, another pup event next weekend. (I may be a very tired dog by the end of next month at this rate.)
Ive had a delightful time with a very friendly pup, and hopefully again soon too.

It me!! ;3💙🐾

It do be :3

Been a busy dog
Went to glasgow comic con yesterday, it was fun, weird being a pup in a normal setting, but fun all the same.
Also got myself a pair of shiny new boots (which will require a full on photo session at some point)
Start of a busy busy month though. Tons to do.

Thank you Caraid. I will keep trying. For myself. For those who are there for me. Who keep trying to help me no matter what state im in or for what i can do for them. 💙

And thats me caught up. And emotional.
So.. its the time to say im back. With a new look half done. A new tag that says "This is me." And im proud to say that. To stand here and go "I am good enough." That I deserve to be here. Being dog. Being me. And being happy. With more to come soon.

Yesterday. I ended up at glasgow furs again. And im glad i did. I need the boost after the comedown from manchester pride. And im glad i did. I had fun. Being around friends. Being near people. Its something i know i should never give up for the world. And it makes being me worth it.

Manchester pride. A year on. A much more experienced dog I didnt want to go originally. I was terrified, and nearly didnt go. And after so many people nudged and pushed. I ended up going
And im glad i did. I nearly cried (I did, 💯%) from seeing people again. I cant wait for that all over again soon.

A day or 3 after leeds, ended up in manchester for the first time in months. With pups, drinking. Relaxing. And trying out a new hood (not mine. And likely will be murdered by its owner for putting it on 😅, orange aint for me) I met yet more people. And cant wait to see them all again.
Soon I hope.

This month. I ended up in Leeds doing unleashed. Seeing people I hadnt seen in months and nearly crying over it. And it was a brilliant time. (And the start to a very long week) something Im sure I need to return to do again sometime.
It was also the start of a new look in my leather. A new me.

More recently. I ended up in Newcastle for pawz out. And having a blast. Meeting yet more new people. And having a good time at that. Relaxing, and just being me. (The hot tub helped far too much, it was too good.) I do look forward to going back again soon. And probably causing a riot doing so 🤣

From here it becomes an almost busy blur.
I ended up doing glasgow furs. Meeting more dogs. Socialising. And spending time with people. Enjoying it. Being more dog.
(And posing all over. Still gutted my hood doesnt glow like the others 🤣)
And i can only say that I look forward to more like it.

Another 2 weeks later. I did my local pride. First time walking Glasgow pride. Unfortunately, dispite being scotland, the heat was just as bad as london🤣
But it was a good time. I met more than a few pups. Made connections.
Met my off-colour twin @toxinpup.bsky.social And hope to see even more.

About 2 weeks later. I was back down in London for London Pride. It was a rough one. I cant begin to explain just how rough. (And tactical gear in the heat was not the right choice.) I survived it. I made myself get through it. And again, met many more people i hope to see again soon.

Then later on that month. I ended up doing edinbrugh pride. With some delightful pups (Like @puptiny99.bsky.social @that-pup-max.bsky.social, And a whole list more) who made my first pride in tactical gear a hell of alot easier, and made it so good to be at. Something I hope to do again next year.

In june, I ended up in London for pupout just before my birthday It was a good weekend, and a much needed one.
Spent with good friends and meeting many more.
Some even going out their way to suprise me by showing up.
And the other @hyperfoxdragon.bsky.social joining me in causing just enough chaos.

Back in april I ended up doing a photo shoot with the ever delightful @badwolfphotos.bsky.social and trying my best to look good. (Or atleast follow his directions 😅) and I can only thank him for his patience with me being daft. And the brilliant photos. 💙

It's been a whole year since I first started posting on twitter. (And 6 months since I last posted) I should probably do a whole catch-up of what I've done since.
Probably. (And totally not just copy paste what i did on twitter.)

Its been just over 19 days. This weekend was to be good and relaxing. Instead i feel stressed, like Ive made a mess of the day for so many people, myself included
I normally post my thoughts here. But i cant. No one should put up with those for now. So im stepping back for a while, maybe permanently

Ive felt a rough weekend, im trying to deal with it best i can. I need to just keep going forward. There isnt much else a dog can do. But. Im trying. And wanting to be hopeful.
Im doing my best, and thats largely what's important. Even if im tired nd want a rest. I cant let myself sit doing nothing.

Its been a brilliant weekend, Spending it with my sir. I wish it didnt have to end, and i didnt have to go back home. It feels bad to leave, but i know ill be back soon.
I know i need to work on things. Myself mainly. Get better. Do better. To figure out myself to do either. And itll be alot of work

Finally got my doggy weekend photo, thanks to @pupneutron.bsky.social for taking it.
I really do like to look back at moments i genuinely enjoyed. But i want to keep looking forward too, moving forward.
Deeply looking forward to next weekend, spending it with my sir. And doing the best a dog can.

Is been a bit of a week, it feels like it passed quickly. And yet dragged on a little.

Rounded it off with a day of fun with @pupalakai.bsky.social, which was very much needed.

A vauge bit of reflection, ive made progress on things, like drinking more water, but i know there alot still to go yet.

Decided to take a small photoshoot in (and out of) my new gear
Still kind of coming down from seeing pups and being around so many id missed last weekend. Its been good. I am actively planning ahead for my next trips, and making notes of things to definitely keep in mind next time (if i dont forget)

I had a great time with my weekend. Finally returning to events after a couple months. A sorely needed return.
I got to try out a new look (which I believe was well enjoyed) im kind of sad to know itll be a while before om back down again. But i know itll be worth it.
(Plus obligatory bathroom pics)

So, I missed another week. Oops. But I've definitely needed the time.
I need to start working on myself more, my mental health, and get into better habits.
Part of that should be going to @kennelklub.bsky.social next week, and Im stupidly excited for it, and to see people I care about so much too.