eddi :3

As i lay here in some of the worst pain of my life im trying real hard not to think abt how when i told my mom i just wished shed check in on me more during chemo she responded by saying she already knows what im going thru since her partner had leukemia

Confronted my mother abt her behavior and she doubled down on being shitty to me, threatened to khs, and then blocked me on everything. My life is literally insane.

Uses my plight to garner sympathy publicly but she literally has no idea how hard chemo is trying to break me bc she never asks is a level of hell i never want to endure again

The fact that my mother has made more fb posts about my cancer than she has actually checking in with how in doing during active treatment really has me mad af and its been pissin me off all week actually

never too old ❤️

What you need to understand about recommending a show to me is that no matter how much we both know I'll like it, I can't watch it until the Neurodivergence Department in my brain approves it. I don't know when that will be, and I don't have any more control over it than you do.

to anyone who's tried to get me into anything, i'm sorry

Gorgeous!

Not me chuggin a gingerale and puffing on a weed pen at 8am to stop my chemo nausea

Lmao same

I was SO worried i was gonna look bad with a buzzed head but can you believe it im actually HOTTER

WERE BUZZING MY HAIR OFF TODAY!!!!

soldier down!!!! The chemo is making me lose my bush already!!!!!! 😭😭

Not me having a full blown conversation with my cat about what i have control over in this situation at this very moment. Everything that im worried abt- what can i do at this exact moment to change anything. The answer is nothing; everything im waiting on is an external factor so i need to be chill

Im freaking out so im just gonna go get stoned and rewatch tadc

Ive created a financial hardship on my family and have trapped myself into needing health insurance bc without it i will bankrupt us over the next 5 years and now im in constant fear of losing my job and subsequently losing my insurance lmao FUCK

I know how disability works thru my employer bc i used to be mamagement and had to help my staff out PLUS i have my experience when i worked in a medical office and had to send medical info over for this kinda shit DO NOT talk to me like im stupid and DO NOT try to interupt me

One thing abt me is that i will become a fucking bitch on the phone with any medical office, its taken over a week to get my paperwork sent over for diability??? And im literally not getting paid bc of it??? You can bet your ass im not letting you control the conversation

Canceled my hotel for otakon and im suuuuper bummed about it ):

I wake up feeling nauseous but i gotta take my meds with food is probably the worst thing ever lol chemo is no joke and i literally gotta do 7 more treatments of this bleeeeh

The storms and the power going out didnt help either 😭

Chemo starts tomorrow ✌️✌️

Im expected to have hair loss during my chemo and idk how i feel about it truthfully~~

NOOOOOOOOOO

No cops at Pride includes the cop in your head who tells you to police other queer people. Learn the difference between being uncomfortable and being harmed. Deal with your discomfort on your own time. Pride is for the community, not just you.

I love when art inspires fic writers and then they write something for the art and the artist goes wild

And then on the other side when a writer inspires an artist to make something and they share it and the author goes wild

Authors 🤝 artists

Oh im so jelly!!! These look amazing i wish i could pick em up!!! 😍😍

Me, not even 24hrs post surgery: i think im gonna fist fight my dad via whatsapp 🤔

I survived my very first surgery lmao