✰ Ash ✰

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Is it just me bus drivers hate specifically or what

Wishing so much evil upon that bus driver i did not sign up to spend THREE HOURS being bombarded by car noises this was going to be a quick visit to the store why in the fuck didn't the bus wait until it was supposed to leave like it's goddamn supposed to. Mom said she's never experienced that.

The moon above an ugly brown building

At least i can see the moon from here or whatever

in freezing cold another full hour i should just not have gone anywhere

I should just stay home
First time i went out on my own a bus driver ignored me and drove off this time the bus home was 10 minutes early, only stopped for half a minute to let off the people on it then immediately drove off even though they're not supposed to drive off early so now i'm stuck

I am so about to be scammed

tfw you have to desperately turn to shady private psychiatrists with hundreds of 1 star ratings to try to get a referral to a gender dysphoria clinic because your own psychiatrists have been ignoring your entire existence for half a year no matter the amount of calls and emails sent their way

A wide-field Hubble image of the Butterfly Nebula (NGC 6302), a planetary nebula with a bright central region and two distinct lobes extending outwards, resembling butterfly wings. The lobes display a complex structure with swirling patterns and vibrant colors, including red, orange, yellow, green, and blue, transitioning from the hot core to the cooler outer edges. Numerous stars are scattered across the black background.

Butterfly emerges from stellar demise in planetary nebula NGC 6302.
(Hubble)
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Would have loved to take the telescope out tonight bc it's gonna be full cloud coverage tomorrow and my motivation will definitely be gone again after that....
I just wanted to see Jupiter

exactly specifically my area. Like i'm looking at it in my aurora map app and 80% of the country has clear skies it's just this thin wisp of a cloud covering EXACTLY me why can't it drift like five kilometers or so north why does it have to hover here it's been over an hour too??

Actually got some motivation to mess around with my telescope and ofc exactly as i figure out some lenses i haven't tried out before and started considering taking it outside for the first time in years, the only pathetic little thin cloud in almost the entire country decided to cover

Like i don't get why they didn't do this sooner there's been shootings like every other week or something. Blood on their hands.

Interesting that even though we've had an absolutely unhinged rise in gun violence the last few years it took a mass shooting for the government to start planning serious action in preventing any of it.
Maybe if they did that like two years ago that shooting and many before it wouldn't have happened

Just woke up to a push notification that some rando liked and replied to a post i made but when i opened the app only the like notification was there and when i went through my entire profile not a single post on it allows comments from people i don't follow so like... ?????

A beige cat laying on my lap looking just past the camera at me with a very happy expression on his face. His front paws are folded against his body.

The him (who is refusing to let me get up and put my smoothie in the fridge)

Trying to fill myself up with positive feelings before bed to maybe at least have normal dreams but i think i've forgotten how to feel at all so like lol

Wanting more little adventures (like just taking the bus somewhere) vs being so incapable of handling the sensory overload from leaving my village that i get nightmares if i have somewhere i need to go and am ruined for days once i get home...

Semi-opaque layers of blue, purple, and grey gas and dust start at the bottom left and rise toward the top right. There are three prominent pillars. The left pillar is the largest and widest. The background is orange near the top and dark blue and purple near the bottom. Some blue and white stars dot the overall scene.

Iconic Pillars of Creation.
MIRI + NIRCam composite image.
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All i remember doing today is making the spinach smoothie how is it 7pm
It's like the whole day just vanished

This Hubble Space Telescope image showcases WR 124, a Wolf-Rayet star, enveloped by a luminous nebula. The brilliant central star illuminates the surrounding material, creating a vibrant orange glow punctuated by dark, wispy patches of dust and gas. This nebula, formed by the powerful stellar winds ejected from WR 124, reveals the star's dynamic interaction with its environment. The image captures the complex structure and turbulent nature of the nebula, highlighting the distinct features of this massive, evolved star against the backdrop of a dark cosmos speckled with distant stars.

High quality image of one of the heaviest and most luminous stars in the known universe (Hubble).
Processing: Judy Schimdt.
www.flickr.com/photos/geckz...
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constant eye on her, worst case scenario consider hand raising the kittens or find a surrogate mother if possible you just do not want to risk it here.
And to these tumblr people though they can't hear me because i don't want to cause drama in some poor person's notes: SHUT UP SHUT UP SH

But basically fucking. if your unneutured male cat is doing suspicious activities with a blanket or carrying it around meowing- idk why he's not already neutered but maybe do that.
If your first time mother cat is treating her kittens like toys it would probably be a good idea to at least keep a

teach their like 2 week old kittens who can barely walk self defense, i've never seen a cat mother teach their kitten OF ANY AGE self defense the kittens take care of that themselves when they play wrestle each other and sorry i have many opinions about this i cannot tell these people directly

Both actual things i've read recently. Like are they just making shit up and believing it's true???
The last one can be legitimately dangerous to tell a cat owner because inexperienced mothers can literally eat their kittens alive like one of ours did before we could stop her and cat mothers DO NOT

I am so. sick of tumblr users acting like they're experts on cats when they don't know shit.
Like--
Cat mating with a blanket because he's not neutered: Aww he was taken from his mom too early and is nursing!!
Inexperienced mom using her kittens as playthings: She's teaching them self defense <3

Will also be the greenest thing you've seen in your entire life.
Looks like some kind of witch potion lol
But it's a rly good way to get the vitamins without actually tasting the vegetables.

Best Spinach Smoothie Here's how to make the best spinach smoothie! The sweet tart flavor is so irresistible, you'll forget you're eating your greens.

www.acouplecooks.com/best-spinach...

Cool recipe i found for people who are bad at eating vegetables. I did it the way w banana and frozen mango instead of maple syrup and cashews and it doesn't taste of spinach at all. All it tastes of is the apple and mango and it's surprisingly good.

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