Erudi

yawa i miss talking to her kms

idk mane im so lost i-

but fuuuckkk ever since akwe and our recent eye contacts im going insanee WYALKSYFAOSKLFHALKSFHAS

mane here i thought i was like... over her, at least like to the point where she wouldn't fill my thoughts

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

really made me question my own self-worth all over again damn

after i realized that, i found it hard to sleep now as the pain and emotions i didnt know i locked up came surging in

but it still hurt me like wtf dawg

idk mane i thought i have accepted the fact that she ghosted me and have moved on

and voila, it was hers.

so ofc, out of curiousity to who i followed that liked this reel, i tapped it

but as i was doomscrolling through reels in instagram to get drowsy, i saw an unfamiliar profile that liked the reel

It's been 2 weeks since she ghosted me and i thought i was fine dawg

school's coming back... time to juggle 8hrs work EST and ~10hrs acads hell yeah

: Trust me, she's different
; Yeah. She's different with how she will hurt you

and honestly... touche

it's so funny that how my inner monologue argue like

It's so stupid because the theme coincides with the previous one I used to consequently dream too i wanna kms

This is some fucked up moment when she appeared in my dreams for two nights in a row dawg

oh well it is what it is ig

woopsies, guess not...

here i thought i was gonna avoid being jaded

idk man im just cursed or something idfk anymore who's who for me be a friend or a potential partner

have i done some sort of unimagineable sin in the previous lives to deserve this?

is it really that much to ask?

i just want to experience of being loved and be happy

but aaaaaaahhhhhhh i hate this why does this keep happening man

if i want to be sane i have to put my foot out of one of those, and romance just seems like the logical option here

aside from romance affairs, im also struggling on other shi like family and most especially, money matters

idk man it's like the universe personally hates me or somethin

but there are things that arent just meant to be, if that shi applies to this as well