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trying out fedora now!!! ty for the external motivation lmfao

yeah, it's frustrating. it feels like even the most understanding nt people just don't understand the full extent of things, and it's hard to get them to move past "so why don't you just do better" lmao. especially when someone's like "i wish i had adhd that seems fun" uh! it's not! but ty ig!

yeah, it feels so hard to convey to people the difference between having a dark night where you contemplated your existence, and the exhaustion of constant suicidal ideation for every waking moment, especially when they're suspicious of medication. like, so imagine where i'm at to choose medication!

if it gives any context to what little information i have rn, i kind of just did some brief googling using some of michael horn’s yt videos as a jumping off point. i’m guessing there’s still plenty i don’t fully understand, but he definitely helped make linux look very palatable lol

to be honest with you though, if suddenly win10 went catatonic and i had to decide, i’d still go figure out one of the linux distros, because overall it still looks like a way nicer experience than win11. change is just daunting sometimes lol

agh i can’t remember the names of anything… but i like to do a lot of screensharing and sometimes i’ll record something, and i feel that the current solution i’m aware of requiring going through an additional dialogue box for every new capture source would dissuade me from doing that stuff as often

epic

oh also it's got a coiled cable which is really nice for if you don't sit still, but it does make them a bit impractical for using on the go. good luck on your search!!!!

i love my sony mdr-7506s. they've got a balanced frequency response, so if that's not ur preference dw about it, but i personally have never been uncomfortable wearing them for long periods of time, and they're built like a tank. really good for just sitting at a computer lol

here's some of a flip i did of i must apologize by pinkpantheress. did this in april 2024!!

a scrappy digital drawing of a dog holding a heart

notes app doggy loves u

also i can’t believe i said “no that one’s too stupid” to like 10 other things but i posted this one. that’s ridiculous lmao

what if the dementia album was loud and stupid?????? made this stupid version of the first song of “everywhere at the end of time” by the caretaker on september 2023

no for sure lol, i try not to, but something in me just kinda snapped and i just wanted to get a better perspective out there. the world is full of nuances that go underappreciated and tbh i just succumb to yapping sometimes.

aw yeah, i feel that, the urge to yap is hard to resist lmao. seeking out people who are fine with the yapping has been really nice, it’s very liberating after a lifetime of noticing people tune out while i’m talking lmao

yeah, honestly i’ve been just trying to never open the comments to anything lmfao, always the stupidest shit down here, but i slipped for a sec lol. the block button is my bestie, they’ve never let me down and they never will

when did i ask 😜 let go of your fragile ego and try to engage with reality as it actually is lmao

also, misinterpreting an argument to be easier to argue against and pathologising people who’ve hurt you is just what your comment is doing. you’re projecting your own failure to think through things onto other people and calling them stupid for. get some perspective. you’re not cute.

bud, it’s fine to feel a sense of catharsis when one of the people responsible for making u miserable gets a taste of their own medicine. i personally don’t really relate to the feeling, but when situations are effecting people’s safety, sometimes the better option isn’t the perfect option

tbh yeah, but communicating well is hard!! that’s why most professionals aren’t great at talking about what they do and why we have a distinction for stuff like “science communicator,” so i try to think about that whenever i feel down about my ability to speak concisely lol

thank you! i’ve never understood how people can say “i don’t get it” as a way of, like, displaying moral victory or something. at some point kicking the tv whenever it isn’t working is just going to destroy it, and being mad because it didn’t work isn’t preserving any of your dignity

here's a flip i did of an older track by noer!!! it's a bit old but i think there are parts of it that work pretty well despite that. he just released a bunch of stuff on his soundcloud if ur interested!!! soundcloud.com/user-512090467

happy new year! here's an old kmoe - blisters flip i did almost exactly a year ago. it's pretty rough around the edges but i think it turned out pretty fun

honestly that’s fair, i just worry, capitalism and whatnot. fortunately even if it’s not nefarious it’s still annoying lol

it feels kinda scary the way we sometimes write off the way huge corporations try so hard to make us like their presence in our lives, as if nothing bad ever came from the whole “corporations are people too, my friend” bs. that’s a separate conversation but it’s worrying i feel

yeah, i feel that the way people refer to unexpected social media posts from brands as “the intern went crazy on this one” really undercuts the way i feel we should care about the way big brands try so hard to present themselves to us on social media. it’s not just some quirky, ineffective crap

gaming!!!!!

does this project have a mailing list

for real, if they have money to spend on all them ads it means they're probably charging too much, and all the money they spend on obnoxious ads aren't going towards making the product worth buying in the first place!!!

if you're interested in other orchestral vsts, the free orchestra packs by projectsam seem pretty interesting! (i've yet to try it myself so apologies if this isn't a super helpful recommendation but it seems pretty decent and this made me think about the orchestral vst i use that i don't like lol)