BLUB BLUB (meow) BLUB

My brain is fired and feels like soup in my head

WELP, IT IS WHAT IT IS

I'm exhausted, you're exhausted and we are feeling collected pain as living creatures. All of us.

It’s not fair to let go for other and it isn’t fair to myself to hold on.
Honestly, when the next chance strikes, would I choose others? or would I choose myself? I don’t know.

-guilt evil people (no matter how angry it makes me.)

-would bring other relief that there's nothing they could?

The other is so spiteful, I want everyone to know the pain and suffering they caused my whole life, I want their awareness of the neglect and abuse but it would only really affect the people who have been willing to listen to me. I can’t

-The obvious answer is yes but what person wants to hear a lecture about how privileged they are? We always fix things when we are too late and notice good when it’s gone, anyways.

Part of me would want peace and quiet, not just for myself but to somehow prove my suffering in silence. Perhaps it

-serious but I always will have eyes on my back holding me hostage into something I didn’t ask for but MUST maintain.
“Last month would have been better”
I have to contemplate if there's anything even really good about my life.

-with EVERY month. I said September because that was suicide awareness month so it would be funny, couldn’t do October because of holidays, November has been my hardest month so far. Thanksgiving is such a nothing burger (and evil.)
All of it blew up yesterday and it was a real battle and I was so

I love the things I do, but it’s never like the love I have for these things actually stops bad things from happening. I’ve been sitting on my ass since high school look at all these “this will be the month” but at least for me it was never really about a partial date, just a feeling I had to deal

takes she too

thanks grabs they and leaves

TRICK OR TREAT (FROM BASE (Left) AND SCAREDY (Right)) Happy halloween everynya!

YouTube video by Beta Central low quality pikmin dancing to low quality california gurls

u could travel da world... www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rRV...

thibgs are nrver gonns get better bro

I kinda miss when life felt like anything.
i only feel like i enjoy things in the past but never happy in the moment

Carrie

I got back in here to say something but i cant remember what it was

:p

tooooo

WANTTR

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i just

meowmeowmweiwowmoe

i hate pronounse but if u called me nya/meow i would be happy

this looks really good

YouTube video by Team Salvato Doki Doki Literature Club! OST - Sayo-nara

youtu.be/al1BNB8bKaE?...

Sayo-Nya-Ra

Mystical