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Lightfyre

@lightfyre.bsky.social

Age 32 Autistic They/Them Dog/Rat Parent

17 Followers  |  27 Following  |  48 Posts  |  Joined: 13.11.2024  |  1.6987

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I miss Twitter. Not the toxic cesspool it currently is, but the old Twitter, back when it was actually fun.

31.10.2025 15:08 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

They were a nasty piece of work. I can only hope we don't have to deal with them ever again. Hope you feel better as more time goes by without them <3

29.10.2025 16:27 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Me telling my rats about my depression

27.10.2025 16:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I really wish tits were detachable.

26.10.2025 17:55 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I know that whining on the internet isn't going to solve my problems but right now it's all I can do, because I don't know what else to do. I'm truly stuck.

25.10.2025 20:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like I wasted a whole bunch of time and money going to college only to do nothing with my degree. And I got traumatized by a horrible person when I was there. Maybe it would've been best if I hadn't gone to college at all.

25.10.2025 20:19 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I genuinely don't know what my gender is. Non-binary? Cis? Trans? I don't know. I use "they" because I haven't been able to figure out exactly what the fuck I am. 12 years of questioning and still no answers. I'm so dumb.

25.10.2025 20:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm 32 years old and too mentally ill to live on my own or have a job. The only job I ever had didn't even feel like a real job. I was labeled a "gifted" kid with so much potential and now I feel worthless because I haven't been able to become something great like people told me I would.

25.10.2025 20:17 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Decided to go on a long rant here because I feel like absolute dogshit. Don't feel like you have to read it, I just need to get this out somewhere.

25.10.2025 20:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Autistic burnout is the fucking worst, I've lost joy in doing literally everything.

21.10.2025 16:35 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Same here :(

19.10.2025 02:36 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm so sorry, I can't imagine how you must feel. It's totally understandable if you don't want to attend the trial, do what is best for your mental health.

16.10.2025 16:06 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Boo!

14.10.2025 20:25 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

[thinking of something embarrassing i did or said somewhere between 3mo and 30 yrs ago] someone should just kill me

14.10.2025 02:09 β€” πŸ‘ 82    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 2

I deleted mine so I wouldn't be tempted to come back lol.

14.10.2025 02:47 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Finally deleted my Twitter. It's like cutting a tumor.

14.10.2025 02:12 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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Girl dinner!!!

12.10.2025 02:33 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Really hoping the next US election results won't make me cry for an entire day or contemplate ending things prematurely.

08.10.2025 15:36 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Same...

08.10.2025 05:01 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

That awkward moment when your rat goes under your shirt and bites your bare nipple...fucking ow.

07.10.2025 22:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I hope I live long enough to see the pendulum swing back to kindness and hope because I just can't fathom how this level of hatred and selfishness is sustainable.

01.10.2025 21:59 β€” πŸ‘ 1018    πŸ” 330    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 3

people are really fucking weird about shows made by women

30.09.2025 07:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1161    πŸ” 267    πŸ’¬ 18    πŸ“Œ 4
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#HazbinHotel

02.10.2025 03:56 β€” πŸ‘ 1802    πŸ” 448    πŸ’¬ 13    πŸ“Œ 1
a perturbed looking wolf girl with an arrow pointing to her and a caption that reads: (more than a little frustrated at how people
see her kindness and optimism as a sign of
naivete rather than the result of consistently
having her anxiety spirals and doomsayer
thoughts proven wrong by many genuine
people over the last two and a half decades
of her life and that this is not the tactic of a 
fool but one of someone who has seen the
effects that believing in the future and in
other people can have on those around you)

a perturbed looking wolf girl with an arrow pointing to her and a caption that reads: (more than a little frustrated at how people see her kindness and optimism as a sign of naivete rather than the result of consistently having her anxiety spirals and doomsayer thoughts proven wrong by many genuine people over the last two and a half decades of her life and that this is not the tactic of a fool but one of someone who has seen the effects that believing in the future and in other people can have on those around you)

its tough out there but so am i

28.09.2025 17:58 β€” πŸ‘ 7934    πŸ” 2540    πŸ’¬ 100    πŸ“Œ 39

My dog gagged while Trump was talking on TV and I'm like "Same buddy."

23.09.2025 23:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Maybe one day I'll be able to look at the news without feeling extreme anger. Or maybe this is what it's gonna be like for the rest of my life. I don't fucking know...

23.09.2025 02:46 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Feets!!

19.09.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

You can not β€œdebate” someone who doesn’t believe what you are exists and is aggressively opposed to you because they believe your existence is in opposition to an all-powerful invisible authority figure they worship. Fuck off.

17.09.2025 23:36 β€” πŸ‘ 921    πŸ” 260    πŸ’¬ 16    πŸ“Œ 7

Demon Slayer Infinity Castle was so fucking good it temporarily cured my depression.

18.09.2025 04:01 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I see my psychiatrist in about a month, I will definitely be asking him about other options.

17.09.2025 15:59 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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