The biggest sign I'm actually in a declining depressive state?
I can't even get thru 20 pgs / 1 chapter of the book I'm reading ...
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Fuck me, just let it* fade to black already
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#depression #depressed #gettingworse #kms
why do I almost always feel like the most worthless, unlovable piece of garbage after I hang out with my friends?
logically I know it's not true, but my brain just won't stop feeding me this self hating drivel
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#depression #anxiety #selfloathing #garbage #alonetodie
Why did no one tell me going to a concert by yourself is actually great
I get to shoulder my way right to the front w/o being mindful of space for a +1
Dance and sing my heart out and just fully enjoy myself without checking in with anyone
Would do again
Highly recommend
My workplace has always been a bit of a hellhole, but the last couple of weeks have truly made it into a "burning to a ground" type of hellhole.
Tomorrow I'm going to start seriously applying for new jobs and take this more serious
I can't be here for another winter/ xmas
Just finished onboarding for the VQFF and I'm so excited!! This is going to be so fun - and most fun of all is the queer afterparty hosted by Vico Ortiz?!?!?!?!!! 🤩💖👯♂️
No cheating, post the last pic of your pet
I changed my laptop background to rotating pictures of penguins and it has brought me immense happiness
Threefold goddess but instead of maiden/mother/crone she's tank/healer/dps
why is it every time I take an extended period of time off work, I come back to utter chaos
like nothing is organised, things are barely done....
and of course the second I step into the building everyone immediately starts asking me twenty questions
i can't be the only competent person here, pls
so it begins...
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#knitsky #caston #knitting #yarn #wip #newproject #newknit #itllbeasweateroneday
Like Cottage Country is sooo beautiful and its own thing as well -
That area is so gorgeous and its own diverse thing
Why the hell are they filming in BC???
I was on Bowen Island and most of the area down by the pier was closed for filming
Googled to see what it was being filmed - an adaptation of a Canadian book based in Ontario Cottage Country
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THERE ARE CLEARLY MOUNTAINS
THERE'S NO WAY IT PASSES FOR ONTARIO
I -
oh boy, I sure do love anxiety set agoraphobia trapping me inside on such a beautiful day
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love the exec dysfunction of sitting here, knowing I should/want to do something, but unable to move
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love feeling like a failure, on the verge of a panic attack
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this is a great gift, thanks brain
oh gosh, but I kinda love this in today's hindsight - feels kinda like an ai mishap 😅
but also how confusing Mr Borges! You can't just cite real *and* made-up sources
This is my favourite guy - the peryton!
Half deer, half eagle, and is said to to be born from the souls of those lost at sea. They can have a human shadow, reflecting the soul within them.
Not a lot of info is out there on these guys, but they're my favourite - so much so I got it tattooed!
Photo of yarn for oggling 😻🙂↕️🧶
Love going to the yarn store, browsing the wares for like 15 in silence, and then when I get to cash having the most animated convo with the owner
Thanks Black Sheep Yarns for the most gorge yarn, and the chat about sweaters v socks
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#knitsky #knitting #lys #yarnstore #yarn
already on it -
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kill the cis person in your head
#trans #transthings #nocisallowed #enby #nonbinary
Just finished my first volunteer shift with VQFF! It was a lot of fun putting together packets and chatting a bit with other queers
I live in my own bubble so much I oft forget there's community here, and they want to support you - part of the community lol
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#queerthings #transthings
Come home from work just to lie down next to my favourite guy 😻
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#kitty #peekaboo #alt #tattoo #messyroom #thighs #tattooed #ink #ftm #toebeans #floof #bush
Absolutely gutted I don't live in the UK and won't be able to see this
One of my fave movies of all time 🙂↕️🧛♂️
“Gagging”
one of the hardest effects of T to fully accept + come to terms w has been the huge increase in body hair -
it's p smtg to do w loss of femininity/passing but
now I'm here and it's p funny looking down and seeing this
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#nsfw #transnsfw #ftm #queer #alt #hairytitties #preop #pierced #tattoos #bewbs
📁documents
└📁writing
└📁secret writing two friends know about
└📁writing that exists only in my daydreams
└📁⚠️folder is too large to open⚠️
Feeling decently masc on my way to the beach today
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#transthings #masc #ftm #transguy #beachday #enbythings #altguys #queerpunk
The news of both Vampire Lestat and Hazbin Hotel from SDCC has me completely frothing at the mouth
I am beyond excited and cannot wait
Do we think my thigh ring garter belt was too tight or
😻🤭😏🏳️🌈
Just got home from the Mannequin Pussy concert and boy do they know how to put on a show and work the crowd
Fantastic fucking time
Completely lost my voice [literally] screaming
All in all, perf night
#concert #show #livemusic #novoicetomorrow
