R.E.D 🥴 🔞

I decided this morning I’m going to start looking for other roles, I don’t mind being busy but I don’t want this constant demand on my sanity and my mental health. Wish me luck especially as my CV has 18 years of hospitality experience and one year of remote experience 😬

Great, now I’m into this.

(Actually maybe I am bothered. Good news, I’m not dead inside.)

Going to bed, I hate humans and I hope death comes for me soon so I don’t have to deal with them anymore. Good night!

“oh but I have the manual and it says two year warranty” and does it have the date of purchase on it you fucking div?

Also if you buy an expensive appliance and don’t keep the receipt it’s nobody’s fault but your own you fucking pleb.

I had someone scream “piss off you n*zi c*nt” repeatedly at me this morning because they didn’t have proof of purchase for a faulty device so I couldn’t get an engineer, (because apparently that’s a scam) and tbh, what’s bothering me most is how little it bothered me. I think I might be dead inside.

And I made a mug of gravy to go with them 😂

You ever had that sort of lunchtime craving that only roast potatoes can satisfy? They had better have been worth all the time they took.

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My infection is back.

That Pepto Bismol advert makes me so furious in ways I can’t explain

Looks beautiful. And so does the hat.

Catherine O’Hara 😭 🌷

I don’t actually give a fuck about “the purpose of Bluesky being open” I want a private account. Go do your open shit over there and let me have peace with my selected people man.

I’ve been rebuilding all the bridges I burnt when I first got ill because I was emotional and reactionary, and I’ve made my amends. But I still haven’t done that with the most important person in my life, because I didn’t burn that bridge, so it’s not mine to rebuild. and I will continue to wait 🧍🏽‍♂️

You’re in a minority 😂 judging by the notes I get

I’m not defending my dick card, go ahead and revoke it for all I care 😤

I can’t seem to feel anything other than intense unhappiness constantly, and it’s making me so tired all the time.

She definitely inspired this post not going to lie

I love my job. I love my life. I love my job. I love my life. I love my job. I love my life.

I think tonight is a kebab and cheesy chips night. I feel it in my bones.

And before some un-mutual rando pops up with an unsolicited and uninformed opinion, as seems to be the way on bluesky lately, I have secondary progressive multiple sclerosis. I’m not lazy and unfit. Okay, I’m not just lazy and unfit.

Still haven’t been able to do more than five minutes at a time on the cross trainer, but I’m determined to get there. In optimistic news, I can now actually hold my right leg up for a few seconds without it immediately dropping down.

I don’t have life insurance. I have secondary progressive multiple sclerosis. I also have no dependants. So no worries!

I got the big arch which was my favourite and I had no idea it was even back, now I have to talk myself out of ordering it again at the weekend

Oh, there’s no lies, I know full well it holds no nutritional value. But if the purpose of cutting out what little pleasures I enjoy in life is to stay on this planet for longer, then I’m gonna start having banana milkshakes three times a day.

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Fine!

I ordered a McDonald’s and they had the banana milkshake. I will not kill myself today.