Talk about imposter syndrome. I got it and it’s killing me.

@alansmitheedga.bsky.social Header is awesome bro!

“Just another bad dream for a good guy.”

The bots on hellscape are wild. Elon is a bot

These people who talk about New York being lost, or a foreign city now, obviously don’t understand that historical, New York was always the destination for immigrants. It’s a huge part of the background of the city.

Masters degree is finally underway!!!

Wild. Wild what we living through

Decided to drive in traffic, like rush hour, just so I could sit and chill, decompress, and listen to music

You ain’t never seen a body.

The idea of God is real but it’s not what you think. It’s maybe consciousness. It’s maybe debate , region, logic and obeying the laws of the physical universe.

And it’s a damn shame how many of my folks have died because of the same lie, same pain. The same shame.

They lied to us and never told us we were descendants from Kings and Queens!

What drugs? 🥴

The absolutely wild part is the children I teach are wishing him death in a variety of ways. Such an imagination. Lol

And I literally have to tell them “you have to be nice. And please don’t ever wish death upon anyone.” Or “Mayne consider the other side.” 🤢🤮

They know!!!

Elon was ask about the drugs.

He literally almost said “look at this shiny thing over here.”

Maybe she just knows the aliens are going to obliterate us and it’s just kind of funny now.

They believe who they are. They show up everyday and live life despite the hate. They’re just a kid. They are beyond intelligent. They are right about themselves. They are one of my favorite kids. I have seen you grow in confidence. Stay strong.

They told me they witnessed a shooting in their apartment complex. That’s wild! This town square! They told me they don’t care. They never saw a dead body. Turns out 20 or more of their peers ate that stuff. I told them they ok. I told them they safe.

I told him you don’t wanna be a gangsta. You too smart for that. Plus gangsta don’t last long. Dead or in jail.

So much more but this ain’t a biography…

Little bro we had an eye opening convo today. You said you saw some “hood” shit in this little town we happen to live in. I would have called you crazy 20 years ago.

I now know every city, every town, every person, everywhere, is capable of unimaginable stuff

Sorry but been sending individual vague messages to my students that I could never send. I got more. Bear with me. My students are the greatest!

I give them support everyday!

Don’t let it take your life. Write your wrong for history, not so you right. Brotha you gonna be righteous.

Buddy I just met you and it’s like a mirror. You remind me of kid me. You about to party with your friends on summer? I know what that means. I reminded you of just saying no. I meant that about anything your friends ask you. Not just drugs. You ain’t listen. You might get lashed !
B4 u get it.

Little bro, you remind me of myself. I can predict your future. Because I am you. I’m been there and suffered that same pain and know the next steps. I can in some ways predict everything thing you will see next. You can say no! You’re gonna get your heat broke. You’re gonna lose somebody. Prepare.

Home girl. I wouldn’t even know how to address you properly. We miss you. You are wise beyond your age. We also fear what we see, because we honestly see what you need to help you grow. But the odds you’re against, the pain, the lost, we are happy you’re safe. We have high hopes for you.

Buddy. You are hilarious. You always ask us why for anything we say to you. I told you that’s because you’re a thinking man. I remember you’d never tell me hello when we 1st met but now if I don’t say hello, I’m gonna notice you. Lol:. You are beyond intelligent. Keep that.

My folks. You are one of my favorite students. You’re literally the best artist I have ever seen. I can’t even fathom how you draw one of your pictures in two minutes. Like wow. That’s some genius in that. You don’t wanna have a big ego. But brotha you should. I’m gonna keep promoting you every day

Buddy. You are one of the most intelligent kids I have ever met. You have a capacity for knowledge and its applications that is amazing. It’s hard when you break down over small stuff or you get so focused on went wrong… I know if you tried harder, you’d get better and grow. I’m here for you.

My friend, we all care about you. We see it in your eyes that you’re hurting. You are searching for connection and love… we are here to help you. You can always walk in these doors. We are here to help. All you have to do is ask and be patient. Life is a long road. We got you

I am proud of you. Despite the hard things you have been through and all the nightmares and the subsequent bullshit that followed, you have an amazing spirit, and a drive to help and care about the next man or women. Keep that and cherish it!