how can I heal my nervous system asking for a friend ~
your fit goes soo hard !! ^^
ohhh.. π (im so socially anixous and Iβd probably be way to scared to join but it sounds soo cool sjsn)
omgg have soo much fun, it sounds wonderful~ ^^π€
tysm Rui, youβre so kind!! π€
dw, its much better now than it was in the last 1-2 weeks at least ;^;
I hope youβre doing well rn!
aw tysm its good to see u too, dolly!~
See, I don't even want my idols to know I exist. I can like them from afar, consumimg their media is way enough
youre soo real for that! absolutely same
Yaoi vape
this goes sooo hard
no yaoi at a convention huhh? ;^;..
and omg the pole dance thing looks sooo fun
me too :(
sorry for my inactivity lately.. Iβve been having a very intense bpd episode for a few weeks now but Iβm slowly feeling better and more calm now.. ah.. I forgot how bad it can actually get, I feel so drained and exhausted now
aaaa sorry for my inactivity, a lot as happened lately and Im veryyy emotional in a good but also in a bad way
and Ig Ive got a new fp.. a second one and well im very happy about that but also a little overwhelmed ngl
I hope yβall are doing well !! π€π€π€
sorry for my poor grammar I canβt really think straight today and yesterday was heavy and I broke down completely .. usually the tβs blocking my emotions and preventing my mental breakdowns but on some days all the emotional build up comes out and I feel like Iβm not in control of my emotions
on days like these Iβm giving up on the thoughts of ever getting through all the traumatic things that ever happened to me..
but I feel like I have no choice, I need to keep going even though I canβt really enjoy my life anymore, only when Iβm far away from home at my partnerβs place.. I can forget
tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired
ugh same man, like I was just having fun and a few minutes later my anxiety starts kicking in and Iβm not able to think clearly anymore .. :,)
omggg its sooo cool!! ~π€
love the usahana keychain as well omg
do u know who made it? π
Iβm sadly not able to be that active on my socials rn because Iβm very overwhelmed, stressed and burned out ;-;.. thatβs also why I couldnt reply to some of your replies yet .. even tho I appreciate them very much and will answer asap, promise!! π€
hope yβall are doing well thoπ€
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Omg I love everything and Iβm a little jealous but happy for u!! <:
the pants go sooooo hard especially omg
when you canβt afford merch from your niche interests, so u have to make it yourself.. ;^;
(Angelβs Eggβs left, Drakengard 3 on the right)
is anyone else recovering from a rly bad autistic burnout and kinda unable to do anything .. ;-;
damn where did u get this pic of me? π
omg tysm, thatβs a great idea! π€ I made one actually a while back, I could try to find it later and maybe update it^^ its a good start at least, its on my to-do lists to sort out my socials and have everything on one website.. Iβm still thinking maybe Iβll also do a strawpage when Iβve got time ~
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soo cute and yummy omg, I love your meal posts so much they are also giving me ideas for my next meals!! π€
I really need to slow down today, I overdid it again and pushed myself too hard the last two days.. I canβt wait to lay down soon after work.. ;~;
its really frustrating if youβre open for recovery theoretically but youβre just not physically or mentally able to do it yet like to actually get better, break the habits and be more healthy.. being too self-aware really hurts sometimes, I feel like Iβm in control but like.. also not really? .. βΉ/πΉ