Praying for #tumblr
I’m srsly homesick 😔
#tumblrartist #smallartist
(9/9) So, what school would I be in then? I’m not a mathematician to make it to BSU or so Filipino enough to be the Ate or Panganay.
And by the time summer arrives?? I’d rather be in a mental hospital or be in a psychiatric ward, thank you VERY MUCH.
(8/9) Maybe if we were secured enough, nurtured so well and experienced growth in a much proper manner, I wouldn’t have to be so frustrated and purely bitter with loathsome hatred I feel for ever being a part of their blood or this close to dying community.
(7/?)
So this year, my 18th birthday is a joke. The fact I’m created to be next to 3 other cousins near and next to my age only to find out I’m a disgraceful yet immature brat once I’m a legal adult.
(7/?) At this point? Family ISN’T about blood anymore if that’s how they wanted for me, I’m too exposed to the internet for long I get to make my own life conclusions to how PATHETIC I must be to stay in this forsaken bloodline.
(6/?)
I srsly DON’T want to die, but with these kind of people in my family telling me otherwise that I’m disrespectful, an *mbec*le a dumbass and a disappointment. Heck even having a hypocritical dumb father. It gives me a reason to cause v*olence in this damn family, because I’M UNWORTHY.
(5/?)
Don’t forget the fact I barely speak my own language well, Filipino Tagalog in fact. Being a Daughter of a now passed OFW isn’t truly the most satisfying or greatest thing to happen to me as I grow up.
(4/?)
Like how could I reach so high but then drop back dead after passing the #PEPTExam , like can Math truly justify that I’m a clear incompetent student though I tried so hard to get the formulas and equations to my evidently dyscalculic mind?
(3/?)
It’s like the grading system of my overall performance and clear proof of my lack of diligence or consistency just pains me that I’m a useless member of society. And even an ungrateful daughter of a late 2nd oldest sibling of the family.
(2/?)
The only thing I’m selectively good at is Drawing/art (both traditional and digital), Animation (if I had time), Writing short stories or something, and do character analysis or study through Personality Typology or Pathology like Enneagram.
Vent//
I feel like not only do I feel useless and nearly neurotic, but I feel like my academic performance proves I’m useless in contributing to my province, culture and overall country.
:(
(1/?)
#education #philippines
Tumblr isn’t working. In my iPad :(
#tfrbblades #transformers #rescuebots #sketch
(*been busy my bad :,D I’m rarely active around here tbh oof)
I did get why Objectums rather be in an Open relationship though. As someone who first wouldn’t consider one until recently in just a year (*I’m pan and open tho)
Happy Valentines
#dpax WIP
Disappears for months, post tfa Blitzwing shitpost, doesn't elaborate, leaves again
#maccadams #transformers #transformersanimated #tfa #blitzwing #tfablitzwing
I’m normally not political but I pray for the Filipinos and other asians, latin, etc. in America who may be working there.
(*Most especially nurses, since they’re in high demand) 😥
#abolishice (america is cooked tf)
manifesting:
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🕯 ai bubble 🕯
🕯 to pop disastrously 🕯
🕯 for all involved 🕯
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TERRIBLE at postcard posing...
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#Transformersanimated #maccadams #Tfablitzwing #transformers #tfa
Assorted dumb astroblitz and blitzcest doodles yuri edition
#maccadams #transformersg1 #transformersanimated #tfa #blitzwing #astrotrain #tfablitzwing #astroblitz #blitzcest #yuriformers
Blitzwing wants to dance 🕺
#transformersfanart #tfanimated #tfablitzwing #animation #art
Been stuck in art block for a while and Woo BOY! Not fun.
Anywho! Anyone in need of a therapist? He's definitely (not) the one for it!
#tfa #tfablitzwing
Switching it up today with some #transformers!
An old piece, counterpart to an autobot poster.
Sharing our posts is how we get traction here! so if you can help me out then❤️
#transformersanimated #tfa #tfamegatron #tfashockwave #tfastarscream #tfablitzwing #tfablackarachnia #tfasoundwave #tfalugnut
"they were still looking for him"
What if Blitzwing also heard Megatron's voice in Lugnut's head? 🤣
#Transformers #transformersanimated #blitzwing #tfablitzwing #Maccadam #maccadams #lugnut #tfalugnut
#blitzbee #bumblebee #blitzwing #transformers
Collab with @heathenish.bsky.social ! They did the WONDERFUL color work and I did the lines/paneling!
SG!megop 🖤
#megop
sg scribble
#megop
Apprentice AU keychains! ⭐
Still thinking of what other merch to make before I open preorder (*´▽`*)
#megop #dpax
My boys! 💙🧡
#tfa #jettwins
