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Graphite doodle of a younger Eli (with long hair) and their to be boyfriend Daragh. Their faces are close to each other, Elias looking more serious and careful whilst Daragh is smiling, being openly friendly. His hand is up and just brushed their hair away to look at them.

"Ah. There you are, peapot."

Younger Eli being wooed by Daragh. They used to hide their face a lot, making themself small.
Unnoticed until someone knocked at the shell, coaxing them back out.

Time to become a vampire 🦇

I'll see what my doctor recommends but my depot and my present iron markers are way below the bare minimum msnssn ; e ;

My dad: maybe it's bc of your overall plant-based lifestyle
Also my dad: get your blood drawn again maybe it's been a mistake

All my results that are shit are shit because of iron deficiency 😭 wdym!!!

In my iron deficiency era but it explains so many things about my overall condition and that I'm not making shit up when I say I feel very sluggish

Oh the braids look so amazing with the dragon form and again I'm just in awe over the serpent like shape but translated to a dragon design. The headshots are also chefskiss!

Du weißt ja wo ich wohne :D9 MWAH MWAH

You are doing so amazing and know this bean is always cheering for your hard work on all aspects from that Kreppel part of Germany. Mwah mwah! Kuss auf deine Nuss.

Long time no post, I've been drawing some d r a g o n s lately over on my patreon. Here's one of 'em, Mithra!

God this scene remains my absolute favourite HAHHHH

Except that one wayward twig, everything came together for this photo - #PerfectLighting, dark background, great poses by all three tricolor herons, eye-level nest, and the adorable cuddles of the chicks. I was glued to the spot. #BirdOfTheDay #EastCoastKin #Wakodahatchee #birds

I love fkd up little animals that are ✨wrong✨

Quick doodle of Elias standing in the motion of drawing their bow surrounded by creatures of our campaign.

Hunter for the monstrous, those that came back wrong.

Concept for sth I want to paint bc Eli is specialised on hunting "monsters"
(Can't believe I can live my Witcher dream of some sort)

Lying on my new topper but my old mattress still makes me so upset. I'm trying to sleep for 2 hours and it's not working

Ty so much Mali. It seems like I'm perpetually stuck in a struggle cycle when I just do not want to and there's not enough to fill up my happy bucket for some reason.

I think that a margin of the problem also lies in me, as it's generally two sides of a coin. But I get your point and I hope it also gets better for you!

I miss painting and doing art like I used to

Again and again and again.

There's so many exhausting things ahead I feel like it's punching the air out of my lungs.

Sometimes I think maybe I do need medication of some sort by now because it's so hard to skill myself lately and regulate my emotions or stop feeling this emotional dread.
Most of the time I wish everything would be numb. That this exhaustion would finally leave. I'm so tired of pulling myself out

Idk maybe getting rid of the allergy symptoms will bring back some qol bc I'm constantly exhausted and irritated. (Mostly bc my eyes itch to a point they burn and ache no matter how much I wash my face)

It was another week of eat, sleep and work and I don't know where... Where my patience has gone to.
Has my dad-employer really broken me that much I've the ears bc my brother keeps telling me it's all not that bad and I'm exaggerating.

You can get Tubenquetschen at Rossmann too sometimes, though I do prefer this type and not the one that twists the tube in (thats more for the bathroom in my opinion)

A decorative container meant for the bathroom filled to the brinks with various brands of ink (pigmented and dye based ink!)

I have underestimated the sheer amount of inks I own. I used to paint with them a lot... Especially Bister!

I am rearranging a little so sorry for the mess.

A tube squeezer. Random image I found on Amazon.

I have this thing for my paints, my toothpaste and tomato paste.
Yes, I own 3 of these.

Books with herons on the cover. The author is Kristina Hauff and the titles are in German. They translate to "Night Under Water" and "Shadegreen Valley"

What can I say, I have depression kicks and they were 2,99 in a sales box.

ink drawing of an old tv set where the static is bleeding out of it like a thick liquid

overflow

(from 2018, but I still love how it came out. this is done in ink and dip-pen)

This was my most popular thing on twitter AND FOR GOOD REASON 🎨

#discoelysium

(actual dialogue from the game btw, trust me)

That Melania movie poster but someone added 32 people died in ICE custody in 2025 and #fuckICE in honestly some good typography skills, matching the movie posters font

FFM manchmal doch stabil

🥺🥺🥺 my boy... He'd look so great in your style!!!